We ended the call and I got ready for bed. i didn't wanna heat Alvaro's comments on me hanging out with mar tomorrow so I ended it before he could say anything. Work was boring and I just need a warm bath. I put the water on and let it run while I went to go get a bath bomb. I came back and the water was perfect. I hop in and drop a bath bomb. Nice. I had a stand that went across my tub and I put my computer their while I watched netflix. I showered blah blah blah and went back into my room. I vigorously look for clothes when I come by a pile of his clothes. I sit down and begin to lightly cry. He was my everything but all good things come to an end. Again we probably wouldn't have worked it out anyway. I'll just drop off his clothes Tomorrow. Guess I'll have to post pone my hang out :/
Me Hey lol um reschedule? I don't feel up to hanging out tmr I'm busy also
Mariano You good ma Friday?
Me Most likely yea but I'll lyk
Mariano Aight Read
I still sit their thinking about him. I need to get rid of these clothes... and his hoodies. Whatever I'll ask him tomorrow at school. I finally found a spot I was able to fall asleep in.
It's now 7 in the morning and we start at 8:30. Might as well get up now. I got up did what I had to do and put on a kinda good outfit? I don't even know.
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(Without the jacket and with white vans)
It's not 7:45 now and I'm still early so I'll go get breakfast. Hmm even for the boys. I got hem McDonald's when Kairi called me,
K: yoooo school got cancelled again! Their was a rat thingy infestation something idk but we're off! Z: oh shit aight what we doing? K: were all gonna head over to mattia if you wanna come Z: okay I got McDonald's for you guys K: awwhhh how sweet Z: shut up before I eat it all myself K: okay sorry fatass Z: fuck you bye End of call
I head over to mattias. Maybe I should just drop off the food and go home. I don't wanna see neither of them right now. Yea I'm going home. I drive there and call alvaro,
A: yo Z: hi I'm outside of mattias house can you come out here and grab the food? A: why ? Are you not gonna come in? Z: no I got into a fight with ale and mattia and I don't think neither of us wanna see eachother A: nah they're chillin just come Z: noo I'm okay just get the food End of call
Alvaro comes out and hops in my car, "um the foods right there." "I know but you're coming in with me." "Varo I really don't want tooooo." I say and he shakes his head. I'm literally not gonna be able to leave so I suck it up and go inside. I reach the basement door and look at varo. He shakes his head again and we head downstairs. "AYYYEEE THAANKK YOOUUU ZOOEEE!!" Kairi says pulling me into a hug. I smile and say hi to all of them except mattia and ale. I also avoid contact. Ale was sitting on the couch and mattia was on his chair playing fifa. I really don't even wanna be here. I get up and walk upstairs to mattia living room. I don't wanna y'all to anyone. I'll call maya.
M: Hey? Z: Hey. Um. Sorry I haven't been talking to you much. So much has happened and I lost track of everything. M: no it's fine! How's Jersey. Z: it's cool I guess. The boys are really nice to me and- M: WAIT tell me about ale??? Z: oh haha um about that I ended it yesterday. A lot happened and I couldn't take it anymore M: awh poor thing. What happened? (Explains to her what had happened) M: wow. Maybe you should talk to him? And mattia. They seem very nice and maybe they were both looking out for you? Z: yea I guess but it still hurt me how he didn't trust me. At all M: yea but if you were in his shoes and you seen what he seen but with another girl you can't tell me you wouldn't have reacted the same way. Z: uhhh I know I know I feel bad but there's nothing I can do now. I can't choose between my friends. Even if I wanted to. M: who would you choose though? Z: I wouldn't. I do love ale trust me but I'm not gonna choose a relationship and not be friends w mattia. I could never handle the guilt of making their friend group lop aided because of me. M: true Z: anyways enough about me. How's you? How's cole? M: ohhh ummm I'm talking to this guy!! Remember that guy we seen at the fair? I seen him again and he gave me his number! His name is jax Z: omg no way!! You had a fat crush on him for a while after that night haha M: I know crazy right? Z: really. But how's cole too? M: .... he's still hung up on you but I think he's getting over it. Z: I still feel bad I did that. But my spring break is coming up so maybe I can come down to cali! M: omg shut up!! You're staying with me no cappppp Z: ofc I miss your mom! And her cooking haha M: we miss you toooo, but I have to go. Lmk the deettss! Z: okay but ly M: ly2 End of call
Authors note Ummm I feel like the chapters are to short so I'm gonna start making it longer? If that's okayyyyy
