JERSEY BOYS

a girl: chapter 40

Omg I just noticed I didn't post chapter 28 and it was saved the whole time lmfao I'm so sorrryy 😂😂😂

A: i did. I'm sorry I got mad and got jealous that you might be hanging out with mar and I-
Z: that's the thing. You don't ever just let yourself feel. You always react to things in a mad or jealous way.
A: i know and I'm sorry I can't help it.
Z: if everytime we argued and you went to go hang out with her. It would literally kill me.
A: (stays quiet)
Z: i think you should go...
A: no wait please. Give me another chance.
Z: i think it's best if we take it slow. Friends.
A: i guess...

He says while getting up. I feel terrible. But it won't help if he keeps seeing her when we fight. I should have told him about mar but is it really a big deal? We didn't hang out so... whatever. An hour passes by and another knock at my door is made.
Z: are you joking
K: stfu and let me in
Z: fine come in
K: sooooooo you and ale came in here for a while where is he?
Z: he didn't go back to Stefan's room?
K: no i thought you guys digged out or something
Z: well idk what to call if we argued but never really argued I just pushed him away...
K: zoella. You need to stop doing that. He loves you and you love him. The further you push him away the more it's gonna hurt you and him.
Z: i know but what if we argue again and he goes and makes out with layla??!
K: I'll keep him in check. Including the boys. Also I don't think he would cheat on you... Stefan would literally kick his ass but...
Z: your funny.
K: i know haha ok well you should go talk to him.
Z: actually i will.

I get up grab my keys and head out. I'm pretty sure he's home so I just drive there without a heads up. I walk into his house where his brother is and he hugs me. So precious haha. I knock at his door lightly but he didn't say anything. Weird. I knocked again a little louder when I heard a laugh. A girls laugh. What the fuck. I push the door open and there she is. Another girl actually.
Z: ha ok nvm
(As she headed out)
A: no wait come back!
Z: actually yea. I came here to apologize for being so stubborn and making you feel bad but I guess I was write. Always a new girl huh?
A: no it's not like that! I- I-
Z: i think it is. Leave me alone. I'm done. Actually fucking DONE with your fucking bullshit Alex
A: NO PLEASE LET ME EXPLAIN!!
Z: explain what? That you basically fucking proved me right?? That you have a girl in your fucking room that isn't me?? You're seriously fucking dumb.
A: I'm sorry okay?? She posted something on her story and I asked if she was okay and then she asked if I was okay. She was here to vent with me.
Z: yea some girl comes in and vents with you when you guys could have done that over ft or text.
Z: bye I'm leaving and don't fucking chase after me.

I said as I sped walk out. I really can't believe it lmao. He said he wouldn't do that and he did!! Even if he didn't cheat on me he brought a girl over! I'm so heated right now. I drive home and stomp upstairs slamming my door. I throw my keys on the table and throw myself into bed. Yea I'm crying. I'm sobbing into my sheets when I hear the door open. And a bunch of footsteps.

S: ZOE ARE YOU OKAY??
K: obviously not you fucking dumbass
S: stfu dude
Al: what happened ???
I got up and wiped my tears
Z: your fucking friend happened. He said he wouldn't be going around with it he girls when we argued and then he left earlier and I felt bad so I went over to apologize and guess what! I walked in on him and a girl!! HAHA I'm an actual clown ( I say plopping my head onto my pillow)
K: WTF
S: YEA WTF!! Ima beat his fucking ass I swear!
Z: no dont. I'm done. They didn't do anything but he had her over to "vent" after I specifically said I didn't wanna see him going to other girls.
Al: wow. That's fucked up.
R: yea holy shit
(Mattia stayed quite till now)
M: holy fuck I didn't know he was like that
Z: guess you don't know shit
M: chill
Z: I'm having a mental break down and you're telling me to chill? Fuck you
M: okay okay sorry
Z: can you guys just leave my room?

They all nodded and left. I hope school is cancelled tomorrow. I don't even wanna fucking see him. I hate him. So much right now.

Wow I slept really early and woke up early. There was school today sadly. I woke up and got ready. I'm not gonna let this faze me.
Skip

I head to school and walk in. Sitting by locker is him. Ale. I walk up to my locker pretending not to see him.

A: please talk to me
Z: (ignores)
A: I'm so fucking sorry but we didn't do anything I swear!! She's just a friend baby please
Z: don't fucking "baby" me dude
A: okay I'm sorry please. Can we talk after school or something?
Z: okay seriously alex. Wtf do you want?? We talked already. You obviously didn't fucking care so please stop wasting my time and leave me the fuck alone!!
As she turns away and he pulls at her arm
A: don't do this. You don't mean it you love me.
Z: ofc I fucking love you!! But then you decided it was okay to go have a girl over.
As I said that the ducking girl came up
??: hey alex
Z: great. Have fun
A: no no please!
Z: byyyyeeeee

I say as I walked away. The balls she had!! After yesterday?? Lol a mess!

Skip to lunch

I sat down and they all came to sit by me. Mattia sitting next to me.

M: hey are you okay?
Z: no but I'll be fine (I say smiling and putting my head on his shoulder)
M: you'll be more then fine. Just think about something else okay shorty?

I smile and leave my head on his shoulder while I was on my phone. A couple min in and I feel someone sir across of us on our table. I look at the shoes and it's ale.

Z: i gtg (I say picking up my bag)

I walk out to be pulled my alex

A: please. Talk to me
Z: leave me the fuck alone holy shit
A: no because I love you
Z: you're funny
A: I'm serious. Please last chance??
Z: didn't you say that yesterday and then did the opposite! HAHA okay buddy
A: Zoe stop it.
Z: make me (I say with my eyes flaring with madness)

He places his lips on mine and ngl they felt good. I missed him. And his touch. He pulled at my waist and I pulled back.

Z: thanks i needed that. Okay bye
A: are you serious?? What will I have to do to have you forgive me??
Z: leave me alone? Haha
A: besides that! Please.
Z: i really don't want to talk to you right now. Like seriously. Come by today after school okay bye.