JERSEY BOYS

tiktok: chapter 36

I storm off from them and go home. A DISASTER. I am full on disappointed in that I did but their are limits for everyone. I really feel bad for doing that to alejandro but he acts as if it's a one way relationship! Okay time to cry. I sit in bed staring out the window reminiscing the memories of me and alejandro. There. I cry. A lot. I cry for a good 10 min when anger rushes through me. This would have never worked. With Layla, mar, and mattia in the way?? Yea never.
I go to work and do what I have to do. Customers are annoying but I always am nice when working. I make myself a drink and leave. Last time I made ale one but who's he again?? Haha yea I'm a sad bitch. I walk out of starbucks and wow I really bump into Mar samy and their friends I don't know. "Oh shoot wasuppp shawty!" Samy says as we hug, "ha omg why am I always leaving work and bumping into you guys?!" I say laughing. We all talk and leave but mariano stands their. "Hey um I wanted to say something in private but my bad if I had any part in you and alejandro breaking up. I never thought it was a big deal and all the times I hit you up I was pretty high not gonna lie haha." He said. "Nah you're good. But how did you know we broke up?" I say confused. "He was live earlier and he posted a tiktok." He says. "A tiktok ? Live? Let me see." He pulls out his phone and a screen recording of Alejandro's live is their,

*alejandro reads the live*
"did you and Zoella break up?"
"yesir"
"How come you guys broke up"
"We probably should've broke up days ago" (he says laughing)

I'm fucking mad. An actual asshole. I never asked him to keep it off social media but isn't it common sense?? Yea I'm fucking mad. Mar then shows me a tik tok ale had posted. He was in his jersey lip syncing, "hate me hate me tell me that you hate me. Tell me that I'm trash and you can easily replace me. Tell me that I'm strong yea wasted on the daily." And he captioned it, "pov: you accuse me of cheating". I read the comments and he also commented, "may be real or fake aha". I sigh. "Is he fucking kidding me?" I say to mar and look at him. He looks confused. "Wait why did you guys break up?" He asks. "Because HE was accusing me of basically cheating on him!" I say so angrily. "Oh wow." Is all mar can say. "You need a ride how shawty?" He asks. "No I drove here but we can hang out? Tomorrow?" I ask. Bold of me. But if alejandro is moved on I can be too right? Yup okay I'm doing it. "Oh frr? I mean aight bet I'll pick you up at 5?" He ask. "Bet." I smile and wave off going to my car. Wow I really just did that. But whatever.
The drive home was fast and alvaro called me,
A: how you doing?
Z: fine I guess
A: sooooo you and ale?
Z: were done. So done.
A: I guess you seen his vid
Z: yea I did funny thing is I didn't even see it myself! Mariano showed me
A: wtf were you doing with mar?
Z: I left work and bumped into him and samy and Mariano apologized again if he had any part in me and Ales break up. I was confused how he even knew since I didn't tell anyone and he said he seen it on ale live and tiktok. What the fuck is wrong with me?
A: nothings wrong with you!! Ale is just super mad. Maybe let him cool off and talk to him?
Z: no varo you don't understand. We broke up a few days ago because he got mad that I was talking to mar and mattia as FRIENDS and mar even apologized to me that night for getting at me. Ale got drunk and was letting all kinds of girls dance and kiss him. It hurt me. We talked it out afterwards and then todaayyyyy mattia came up to me trying to convince me I liked him or something and he was leaning in to kiss me when I was pulling away and ale seen and got mad. He accused me of cheating on him with mattia! He wouldn't even talk to me. He kept yelling! And then I finally came to conclusion that it would never work between us. So I ended it. He was saying sorry afterwards but I was so mad I walked off.
A: wow. I never knew that. I thought like you did something since his tiktok-
Z: wow varo!! You really think I'd cheat on him! What kind of friend are you! (Playingly)
A: chillll I didn't know!
Z: ha nah it's cool but I got to go. See you tomorrow v
A: see you tmr
Z: also I might be hanging out with mar tmr! Okay bye
End call