caught up ; mattia polibio

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song for this chapter: teenage dream by katy perry

deja's pov:
one year ago, today from memories...

way to make me feel even more guilty about mattia coming over the other day. i remember that day like it was yesterday too.

one year ago, today:

alejandro's pov:
nothing makes me feel the way being with deja does and i know she feels the same about me, that's the best part about being in love with her. all we're doing is sitting on the couch watching american horror story and i just keep  looking at her. every time we make eye contact she smiles so big and it makes me feel butterflies the same way it did the first time she ever smiled at me. she laughed, "broooo stop staring must like me or something." i just smiled, "deja noelle alvarez, i am BEYOND in love with you. everything about you i admire every single day i'm so lucky i get to wake up and the first thing i do is text you or call you to see how you slept. i get to go to school and see you in my first class of the day. you're so intelligent, you always know what to say and even when you don't i know what you're thinking. you're fucking hilarious too dude like oh my god. if i could be around you every second of everyday i would be. there's nobody i'd rather spend the rest of my life with, which sounds stupid to say when i'm only 15 but i'm truly so in love with you de. i cant wait until i can call you deja rosario. doesn't that have a nice ring to it?"

she looks stunned. "you don't have to say anything mi amor. just wanted you to know." she kissed me, "alejandro rosario, i love you too. you know i'm horrible with words." i put my hand on her thigh knowing that's her favorite spot. i felt deja jump a bit and move closer to me. i started moving my hand further and further up and started to play with the waistband of her sweats.

"alejandro aren't your mom and brother right upstairs sleeping? "i started kissing her neck, "baby all you have to do is be quiet. comprendes?" deja's three favorite things, when i touch her thigh, kiss her neck, and speak spanish. i hear her start to lose her breath a bit, "okay ale, i'll try." i started to kiss down her neck and stomach and moved further down once i got to the waistband of her pants. i pulled her pants down and started to lick her clit. i loved making deja feel good. looking up and seeing her eyes roll back, and her biting her lip trying her hardest to stay quiet. i felt her grab my hair and try even harder to be quiet. she was so beautiful and i can't wait to marry her someday.

after she finished i kissed her. "deja, i cannot wait to fuck you on every inch of our own home someday." she smiled so big, that's what i live for. seeing her eyes light up everytime i say something like that.

deja's pov:
"and i cant wait to be mrs deja rosario." alejandro's face lit up, dimples and all showing. that smile will forever be my favorite sight to see. "i'm going to use the bathroom baby. i'll be right back." i said. "and i'll be right here waiting. i'll put on something cute, kinda sick of seeing people getting murdered." i laughed even though it was corny. "whatever makes you happy my love." i walked into the bathroom and thought how could i ever need anyone else. i love alejandro with my whole heart and i don't think anyone else could ever make me feel like this way. my phone buzzed.

Snapchat
from mattia polibio

i opened it it was just streaks so i snapped back because i thought it'd be harmless. my phone buzzed again.

Snapchat
from mattia polibio

damn, that was fast. i opened it.

what. the. fuck. i couldn't tell alejandro he'd flip so i just left him on seen. probably wasn't for me. i hope it wasn't for me. i love alejandro and i don't ever need anyone else. why would mattia even try with his best friends girlfriend? so many questions were running through my head and i didn't have answers to any of them.

i decided to just wash my hands and just get out of the bathroom without looking suspicious. i didn't do anything wrong right? i don't plan on doing anything with mattia. everything's fine, the snap probably was just sent to the wrong person. mattia has a million girls in his phone. he doesn't need his best friend's girlfriend. i came back to the living room.

"everything alright baby?" alejandro looked concerned. i nodded, "yea of course. put a movie on." if i didn't respond then why do i feel so guilty? mattia is super attractive and if i wasn't with alejandro... what the hell deja??? that shouldn't even be a thought in your head. i kissed alejandro on the cheek and laid my head on his shoulder and tried to enjoy the rest of the night without mattia's name even being a thought in my head. that should be easy right?

present day

deja's pov:

i wish nothing ever happened a year ago. i would never ever be in the position i'd be in now. i wish i could this is mattia's fault but it's not. he's single he's allowed to have these feelings for me; i'm not i shouldn't be feeling this way about him. i'm with a boy i want to spend the rest of my life with. mattia i wouldn't even remember in a few years if he wasn't my boyfriend's best friend. i came to the conclusion that i was horrible person for this long ago but it hits me everyday still. my phone buzzed

Messages

BABYBOY 🌎💕⚡️hey mi amor, sorry i couldn't see you this weekend :( i wanna take you out tn

deja alvarez
aww ofc 🥰 where do wanna go?

way to make me feel even worse alejandro. he texted me again.

BABYBOY 🌎💕⚡️
i'm thinking we go somewhere nice like Soccorro's

deja alvarez
my favorite 🥺 let me get dressed

BABYBOY 🌎💕⚡️ i'll be over in like an hour and a half be ready please
BABYBOY 🌎💕⚡️i love you deja noelle. i cant wait to see you 💗

my boyfriend's taking me to my favorite Mexican restaurant after his best friend came over to my house without him knowing. I am officially the worst person to ever walk the earth...

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