deja is so in love with alejandro. but when his best friend starts to catch her attention after awhile she starts to fall for mattia too. a couple of shared moments with mattia won't hurt, right? hopefully she won't get too caught up...
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deja's pov
i'd been home for about 5 minutes when i got three notifications. one imessage and two from snap.
Snapchat mattia 🦋 is typing... from mattia 🦋
Messages
BABYBOY 🌎💕⚡️ i had an amazing time with you tn babygirl. i love you so much. buenas noches deja noelle. sweet dreams mi amor. 💗
deja alvarez sweet dreams alejandro, i love you too 🥺
i sighed and decided to open mattia's message.
Snapchat mattia 🦋: you get home safe mamas ? me: yes
i didn't even feel like giving him the time of day right now. i had just got home from my date with the love of my fcking life.
Snapchat mattia 🦋: oh so we being dry now cuz you were ona date? ight deja. me: idk what i want rn mattia 🦋: out of body, that's just how i feel when i'm around you shawty. me: that's drake lmao mattia 🦋: ik it just was playing and thought of you ig idk me: it's a good song mattia 🦋: come over. me: i can't everyone's home mattia 🦋: say you're going to alivia's or something mattia 🦋: i wanna see you deja received 2 min ago
i can't do this, especially tonight. i had such a good time with alejandro at the restaurant. we hadn't had a night like that in awhile where we just laughed and smiled and enjoyed each other's company. the saddest part is we haven't had a night like that in awhile because of me. ever since i haven't been able to decide between mattia and alejandro i've been distancing myself from both of them which has been so hard for me. but, mattia did give me a good idea. i think i do need a night with alivia. alivia parrish has been my best friend since we were in 6th grade. she was my ride or die through all my rough times, fights with alejandro, and she's been unknowingly helping me through the mattia/alejandro situation since it started. alivia is another person i feel extremely guilty not telling. she's my best friend and deserves to know everything but she'll be so disappointed and i can't risk losing the person who means the most to me. i went on my phone to text liv.
Messages
deja alvarez hey lovebug :) do you think i could spend the night i rlly need you rn
she responded almost instantly.
alivia parrish 💜 ofc dej my door is always open girl
deja alvarez awe 🥺 should we invite ella
alivia parrish 💜 yea if your mom or titi can bring you guys bc i can't come get you
deja alvarez ight see you in 20
ella is my cousin and another one of my best friends. same deal as alivia been here forever, we're mad close, and so on. she's the sweetest and most beautiful girl you could ever meet. i love her with all my heart and i'm so glad to call someone like her family. yet another reason i've been feeling so bad about my thing with mattia. the alvarez family is supposed to have no secrets whatsoever.
my mom and titi angel (ella's mom) tell eachother everything and that's how i wished me and ella could be. but, with this specific situation i have to break family code which is even worse than the actual cheating. family is everything to us alvarez's and i'm going against every little thing i've been told since i could understand the real concept of family. then my phone went off and i really hoped it wasn't mattia.
Messages
gang 🖤
alivia parrish 💜 sooo we all getting together tn?
cuzzo ❣️ yea ofc i just need a ride over there
deja alvarez mami's got you el
cuzzo ❣️ aw thanks tell her she's the best aunt ever
deja alvarez believe me , she already knows ;)
thank god the text wasn't from mattia or i probably would've lost my sh!t. hopefully he doesn't try to text me for the rest of the night because i just want hang out with my girls and have a good time for once. i went upstairs and packed a bag and went to go ask my mom if she could take me over to liv's. she looked at me like i was crazy. "ay dios mio deja you think i'm driving to alivia's at this time of day after i worked all day?? absolutely not." i frowned, "mami i need to see them and ella's supposed to come too." she didn't seem to care and went back to bed mumbling something about how kids are ungrateful and i wouldn't be acting like this if i grew up in puerto rico like her. whatever.
Messages
gang 🖤
deja alvarez mom said no :( ella i hope you can find a ride
cuzzo ❣️ i'll just have my dad take me he just got home cuzzo ❣️ we'll miss you dej
alivia parrish 💜: aw de :( if you can find a ride you can come but if you can't that's okay we'll find another time for sure
deja alvarez love you guys to the moon and back
i sighed and put a playlist on. of course, teenage fever is the first song that starts playing. how ironic could that be. my phone then buzzed twice. please don't be mattia please don't be...
Snapchat mattia 🦋 is typing... from mattia 🦋
Snapchat mattia 🦋: i hate when you leave me on open me: oh mattia 🦋: all i wanna do is talk to you 24/7. i do everything for you. i sneak around for you bc i fcking love you deja. i loved you before alejandro EVER did and he knows that. and somehow you don't know that. i don't just wanna fck you i wanna love you for the rest of my life but you don't realize because you're selfish asf. is it gonna be me and alejandro received 1 min ago
i can't do this tonight...
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