deja is so in love with alejandro. but when his best friend starts to catch her attention after awhile she starts to fall for mattia too. a couple of shared moments with mattia won't hurt, right? hopefully she won't get too caught up...
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song for the chapter- i couldn't be more in love by the 1975
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mattia's pov
Snapchat BIG3 🖤 from alejandro 🩸
alejandro 🩸: i was offered a position in spain to further my time with steward me: oh my god me: have you accepted ? me: did you tell deja? alejandro 🩸: want to tell her in person kai 🧸: that's insane ale , we're so proud bro alejandro 🩸: ty kai ♥️ me: fr though we're so proud
i can't lie i was incredibly jealous. more importantly though, how is he going to tell us and not deja? she deserves to know and it really pisses me off that he'd tell us before her. he always puts her before us anyways why didn't he in this instance? then it hit, how would they stay together if alejandro went to spain? it'd be impossible. this may finally be my time to shine.
not only can i be proud of my best friend for doing big things and going places with his sport but maybe this will finally give me the chance to be with the girl i've always wanted to. this time, with zero restrictions. woah. it's a win win. obviously i'd miss alejandro more than i can even imagine right now and i'll probably cry like a baby when he leaves but this might be good for us.
if alejandro leaves deja and i would no longer have to feel the guilt of going behind his back because they wouldn't be together anymore. it was twisted to think this may but the thought of finally being serious with deja was the only thing that seemed important right now.
i was finally on the right track to getting what i've wanted since sixth grade. my girl, the one i'm so ready to fall completely in love with. the backlash we'll get will be through the roof but hopefully she doesn't care. our friends probably won't like it but we'll be happy together.
woah, woah, woahhh. i'm getting way too ahead of myself. before i think about this future with deja, alejandro has make his decision. this is all ridding on him so i'm going to try my best to convince him to go to spain and that it's the best choice to benefit the rest of his life. this seems so selfish but i'm helping him achieve the goals he wouldn't without a little push, right? it just so happens there's a little something in it for me. but, there's no problem with that...right?
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yikes. tysm for reading this far if you have. getting even closer to the end <3 i'm highkey sad this is going to be over :( by ty for 9k
