So if you've been reading my Love Live books, and enjoyed both of them, well, thanks a lot for reading it.
But right now, the main reason why I'm doing this Self-Loathing is to reflect my old times to my current times.
Back then, I was a stupid idiot who didn't know how plot actually works. It was just a fluke that I managed to get ideas to keep writing, despite back then, I never had any reads.
Yep. My first Love Live fanfiction literally had 0 reads or votes.
Because I don't vote my own stories.
Doing that is the same as patting yourself on the back, which is pretty. . . What's the word. . . .
Prideful of yourself? I dunno.
Anyway, then my dumb brain thought it was a good idea to add the characters from Love Live Sunshine into the book, because why the fuck not, amirite?
Honestly, looking back at that book, I actually regret doing that. Instead of doing something like a separate fanfiction book for it, I just shoehorned it into the same book. Two years ago, I thought that wouldn't have been an issue, but boy, it is an issue now.
Finally, characterization.
The characterization of both the characters and my OCs are so piss poor that I had to skip ahead. I didn't like it at all.
And heck, there were even characters I couldn't get full on interactions to each other, leaving myself to feel pretty shit to myself.
Which is why I much prefer the other Love Live fanfiction I'm currently typing and publishing pretty often, rather than my old, and yet, more popular counterpart.
At the time I am typing this, I have published 7 parts, 2 unpublished parts with one being Christmas, and I'm already building character for my OC, and his character interactions with the members of the idol club. Not to mention, I've already told his own past in that recent chapter, although not to the full extent of his childhood, because I would open a can of worms I otherwise would not want to open.
Not to mention, my OC is, in my opinion, one of the most unconventional characters I have ever typed in my any of my story.
Because my two OCs in that one Love Live Fanfiction are just like a piece of paper in my opinion.
Sure, I gave them enough characterization and dilemma in the process, but to me, those felt a bit forced.
Anyway, I guess that's all the loathing I wanna say to myself. I could have more, but I don't know what.
If you guys wanna criticise me, go ahead then.
YOU ARE READING
My Own MB Book, I Guess
RandomSince no one gives two fucks on reading my MB, may as well make a book and profit reads from it.
