Gone

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as I drown in a pool
full of my own failures
I hear laughter
yelling
shouting all around
as I take my last breath
I see shades of purple
ahhh so warm
so loving
as my memories begin to play
like a slideshow
with heartfelt music
in the background
as tears collide with the water
I shout out
"it'd be for the best"
water fills the space in my heart
this is the end
"I accept my fate"
I let go of my breathe
I allow my body to go with the tide
its over.... why
do I
still feel pain
why do I still hear laughter
yelling....shouting
Why do I feel warmth
even though
the tide is icey
cold
Why do I feel
alive even though
there isn't a pulse left in my body
Aren't I dead ?
as my soul sinks to
the bottom of
the abyss
I look at what I used to be
my soul grows tired
I as a flame
turn black
the color of the
abyss theirs nothing
left of me
gone

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