my secret

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I just wanted love I said
But they saw me as flesh
I just wanted to talk I said
Something I'll later come to regret
I just wanted to hang out
O no but they wanted me on the bed
I just want to be friends
But that wasn't what ran through their head
Please I just want to have a good time
And they kissed me on my forehead
Called me a sex toy
As my heart bled
That's all anyone wants when it comes to me
A picture or a live action show of me faced down on the bed
"Did you ever care about me  ?"
"No, but it was sure fun while it lasted"
I paint a smile on my face
"Yea sure it was fantastic"
Only to feel use on the inside
The tirerant everlasting
Doesn't matter if it's you
The next person
Or Joe on the block
When they cross my path
I already know what they want
It always starts with a "hey"
And a "hello"
Until they can't help but to pop
"You should let me fuck"
"We should fuck ?"
"Wanna link ?"
"Trynna link ?"
"Wanna fuck?"
Or the funny one of all the beat around the Bush until you call them out and now they're all shook
Oooo no never
Not me
Oo but the ones that let me hear their plea
If you let me fuck you'd enjoy it
We can do it on the low
And I can feel my body turning hollow
I'm starting to lose all sense of reality
And faith in MAN kind

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