A Willowed Rose

Pills

It helps with the pain , oh it's because I miss him , oh I'll still wake up tomorrow so it doesn't matter

The pills inability to walk doesn't stop them they always find a way to me
A little fatigue
A couple of pills will help
My body keeps uncontrollably shivering
A couple more pills will help
I started chittering out of nowhere this morning and it lasted throughout the day
A couple more pills will take it away
I can no longer sleep

A couple more pills will help when the night creeps
The love of my life just left me
Why don't we have fun tonight
2 bottles of pills to numb the pain
The pills aren't working anymore
Pills and vodka helps now
These pills won't leave like they did
Won't leave me lonely
Always there to hold me
Waking up at 5am in the morning
To puke up my guts
Not being able to walk
Barely able to see
Doesn't really affect me
At least they listens to my problems
When the nighfalls
Why does my body keep shivering like I'm in an ice bath but I'm not cold
This pills always greet me with a hello
They listen to my problems
And make me feel mellow
They stop the pain
Along with the alchohol on a daily
I can't win
These pills are like my novocaine
They chill the demons within me
Gives them a little fix
I think I'm becoming pills
Little bitch
I only take them when he tells me to
He's my only friend after all
He's there when the curtain closes
And the other demons begin to crawl
He told me to take them when the demons start to take control 
To hide them when nobody knows
He knows the real me the one I won't show
Everything's a trigger so why not take it slow
The pills are my savior
When the demons start to creep
At the end of the day
It's only them and me