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Scared of the only thing I want
Love
Scared of the subtle kiss that'll one day leave my cheeks cold
Scared of the summer that'll someday turn cold
I want nothing more than love
Doesn't everyone
Happiness
kisses
hug
endless convos
One person that's takes the darkness and makes it light
One person that can change your day within an instance
One person that know the unmasked you
And still stays
Imagine being afraid of that
Wanting emotion stability
at the same time scared of letting someone in
Because everytime you do
They hijack your love
And leave you in a whirlwind
Wanting to sleep next to another living soul
But all you can think about is that someone someday letting you go
Giving someone what you couldn't have
only for them to soil it
I'm not afraid of vulnerability
Yet the price of it
All my secrets
Hopes
Wishes
And fears
In one person
Hoping they don't leave me hollow
Or take advantage
That scares me
"What's your biggest fear they say"
"Loving someone that'll one day walk away
" leave me cold hungry broken and astray"
I wish to find someone that'll never stop choosing me
Never stop loving the real me
Despite all my flaws
Still stays
And if they love
May bend or sway
They'll be honest enough to tell me
Before walking away

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