I'm at peace
But I still feel blue
I'm happy
But is that true
Why am I so blue ?
I love myslef
So why do I still feel the need to
Cut
The need to feel pain
Your no longer on my brain
I no longer feel internal pain
So what's the point of this
What's the point of today
I came outside
To spend the day with family
Out of nowhere my mind went astray
They said rate your urge
Swaying from a 2 to 4
Making me nauseous
With a migraine
It's hot as hell
That's not helping
I'm out of my comfort zone
Can you imagine
Lost
No I'm not
Not stuck in stagnant
So what's the problem
What's happening
I'm so confused
Hoping to get closure from writing
Trying to describe it
It's like someone turned a switch
Now the pains on
And I want to cut it off
In a literal sense
Cut it out of me
But my sane side knows that'll never happen
That I need to calm down
Control what's happening
How can I control something
When I have no idea what's happening
This switch is on
And that's that
Now it's up to me
To turn it off
Switch it back
I'm ruining this moment of freedom
I hate that switch
I thought my happiness and this peace at heart
Would break it
That it would be no more
But that was a false belief
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A Willowed Rose
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