A Willowed Rose

Death

You have a hold on me
So deep and controlling
A corpse I am in love with
You use me for my soul
Trying to become one with it
I say it's love and run with it
You feed off my energy
Crave it
Take my light and
Bathe in it
While I take the scraps you give
And make a way with it
I love your hollowness
The emotionally unavailable
The detached
Nothing to offer but I still stay
At times I feel like I can't break away
You're killing me slowly
But I love you
You're toxic but
I might be misjudging you
I'm growing tired
All I do is sleep
Don't have any energy
I'm getting weak
Took a look into the mirror
So ableec
The roles have changed
I am you
And you are me
I now need you for everything
I now need "your" light
Because it no longer resides in me
I need your warmth beside me
Yet I still love you
While you drain me
Take all my
Happiness
Joy
And energy
Strip it away from me
Use my light as your own
While nothing is being given in return
I

lay beside a corpse
I hold it in high regards
He says I'm better off without him
But won't let me stray to far
Feeding off me
How did I let him get so far
I'm tired of life
Deaths my only option
But no matter how deep I cut
How much I drink
How many pills I take
Death doesn't seem to want me
But he whispers in my ears
All the promises he could offer me
Now I'm in love with death itself
Want nothing more but to
Drown in it