Nash pov
Woah alex still likes me. Is this a joke? I hope not.
We finally pull up to my house and i step out my car to open the door for alex
"Thanks Nash" she says with a smile
"You're welcome" i say returning the smile
We walk up to my house and i open the door, skylynn immediately runs up to me and hugs me
"Nashy!!" She shouts still giving me a hug
"A-Alex?" Sky asks unsure
"Yeah its me sky how you doing?!" Alex asks while giving skylynn a hug. When we were dating they were best friends and i would babysit her with alex.
"Let's go start on the project" i say pointig upstairs to my room
Alex soon follows and we head up the stairs to my room. I open he door and alex takes a seat on my bed.
"Soo the project " alex starts
"Uh yeah Eiffel tower right?" I question as alex nods
"Right so i was thinkin-"
"Did you mean what you said in the car?" I interrupt
Alex looks down and starts to fiddle with her fingers i decide to do the same the nerves were getting to me
"Y-yeah" she stutters
Alex pov
"Y-yeah" i stutter damn nerves.
I can't belive i still have feelings for nash after all this time
"Do you?" I ask
Nash takes a few moments to answer "yeah" he says with a shy smile. Damn im a sucker for his smile. Stop. You have a boyfriend remember. But i cant stop thinking about nash. Those beautiful blue piercing eyes staring at me.
"What should we do?" I ask hoping he had a solution
"I-i dont know, i mean shawns my best friend. I mean do you love him?" Nash asks
I stare into space not knowing my answer. I know i love shawn but as a best friend and not as a relationship. But with nash i feel like there's an adventure for us to go on together.
Why does my life overcomplicate itself?
"N-no" i say simply
"I- i love you nash" i state
Nashs eyes become full of happiness and it soon shows on his face
"Alex, the day you left me was the day i knew i lost my soulmate, my true love. Alex you were my first love and i hope you'll be my one and only " nash states
I stare at him a smile and i felt like crying. Keep the tears in alex, you can do this.
"Should i text shawn? And ask to be friends?"
"If it's what you want" nash pitches in
I nod and take out my phone
A- Hey i have something to tell you
S- hey whats up al?
A- uh i think i just want to be friends, im sorry
S- oh, well if thats what you want i cant stop you.
A- Thank you for understanding, best buds through right?
S- sure al! Still coming on tour with me?
A- Of course!!!
S- so who's the guy
Crap What do i say!?
"Uh nash should i tell him? It's you i love? " i ask
" not yet, I'll give us a while before we take anything serious again" gosh he has good advice
A- oh you dont know him!
S- okay al talk soon! :)
A- Bye shawny! :)
"Sorted! " i say to nash with a smile
"Okay so our project " nash says with a wink
Shawn pov
I got a text from alex asking to talk. The second i saw those words my heart skipped a few beats, i knew this was too good to be true
A- Hey i have something to tell you
S- hey whats up al?
I say playing it cool
A- uh i think i just want to be friends, im sorry.
I stare at my screen, motionless like my heartgot ripped out of my chest.
S- oh, well if thats what you want i cant stop you.
A- Thank you for understanding, best buds through right?
I cant loose her out of my life so im going to be the greatest friend she'll ever have
S- sure al! Still coming on tour with me?
A- Of course!!!
I took a sigh of relief, i love her so much and knowing shes not mine anymore kills me. Who ever the guy is He's very lucky
S- so who's the guy
A- oh you dont know him!
Well it could be worse right? It could be one of my friends.
S- okay al talk soon! :)
A- Bye shawny! :)
I sat on my bed and thousands of thought ran through my head.
Wait. She's with nash for that project.
It can't be.
Is it Nash? My best friend?
I hope not.
A/n
So this was kinda a filler chapter!
Anways Nash and alex
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