Mental break down

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BTS alarm goes off between 6 and 7 am.

Y/N alarm goes off at 7 am.

They all get ready for school. The boys put on their black trousers with their belts put on their white shirts and do the top button and do their tie and help each other. They put on their school shoes and go downstairs to have breakfast and them socialise. They collect their bags and make everything in it and leaves to get in the car.

Y/N gets up slowly. She gets up out of bed at 8 am because it's hard to get out of bed. Y/N quickly gets ready, puts on her black tights, black skirt, and white shirt with no tie and goes to pack her bag. By the time 8:25 am hit she left the house. 

Y/N POV

I left the house and it's 8:25 am and I have 20 minutes to get to school. I have plenty of time to get to school. You start walking, you look behind you constantly to see if anyone there. The sky was looking beautiful as ever, nice and warm so that means I can practise dancing outside by the corner by the tree where no one goes.

Go to school at 8:43 am, 'thank god' you thought. I went to form in S - block (sports hall).

SKIP TO LUNCHTIME

I walking outside and walk to my area to practising dancing because I need some exercising and lose weight since I'm fat. I put on Mic drop MMA 2018 practice. I place my phone down on the bench in front of me and turned it up 1/2. I start to dance my heart out.

BTS POV

"Does everyone have their lunch?" said Seokjin.

"Yep," everyone else said.

"Let us go to our hideout and chill," said Suga.

"Great idea," said Jungkook.

The boys go outside and start walking to their hideout. They spot someone near their building. They hide around the corner and Suga take a look who it is. They know that whoever it was loved BTS because they were dancing to Mic Drop and that was a hard dance. Suga whispered into Jungkook ear and said 'That's Y/N, let us go past normal' Jungkook nodded and told the boys to walk past.

Y/N POV

At the end of the song, I did the last move, turned around and stayed there until the music was done. I grab my phone to turn the music off and turn it off and in my blazer. I  took my water bottle from my bag and sat on the floor and cried my eyes out. I heard movement but I couldn't care less if anyone says anything to me at this point. All I want to do was cry my eyes out and disappear forever. 

I found a piece of paper in my pocket and it had written on:

Wishes

1) Meet BTS face to face and tell them everything.

2) Go to a BTS concert

3) Have their merch

3) Just tell BTS everything, they are like big brothers to me

4) Go to BTS members hometown and explore it, and visit Seoul, South Korea

(btw guys these are my wishes that I want to come true but they never will.)

BTS POV

"Jungkook can you tell the others to go in, I really need to sort something out," said Suga.

"Wait is that Y/N is she okay?" said Jungkook.

"I'll find out, I am diagnosed with depression, anxiety and social anxiety phobia" replied Suga, looking into Jungkook eyes.

"Fine but you have to tell me what's wrong, I always been her position. In primary school I was bullied so I cried like that, Hyung, she a best friend to me," said Jungkook.

Jungkook tells everyone to go before we get caught. Jungkook winks at Suga telling him to go to Y/N. Jungkook had a bad feeling but Y/N likes Suga and Suga like Y/N and I'd think they would be cute and perfect for each other.


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