Dream Guy (Boyxboy) [COMPLETED]

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Chapter 45

Kyle's POV

"Nangako ka saakin na hindi mo sasabihin sakanya Karl, I trusted you."

"Hindi ko nga sinabi sakanya, he discovered it all by himself. Kailan man ay hindi ko sinira yung pangako ko sa'yo Kyle. You know that." I can't believe this is happening! Right, he easily found me dahil sa stupid plan ko. I posted my picture on my dummy account. What a stupid decision? Kailan ba ako matutoto?

"Now my life in this school is going to be messy. Dapat pala maghanap na ako ng ibang school na malilipatan." Nakakatrauma naman kasi, everytime naiisip ko yung idea na kilala ako ni Jake paulit-ulit na bumabalik sa alaala ko yung lahat ng mga masasamang nangyari saakin dahil minahal ko siya. I just can't afford to get hurt again, nakakasawa na.

"Bakit? Bakit ka naman lilipat ng school?"

"As if hindi mo alam? Oh come on! I'm so tired of all that bullying. I'm so tired of Jake." I bluntly said. Totoo naman eh.

"Why don't you give him a chance Kyle? Nagbago na si Jake? Please just listen to him kahit one time lang." Karl begged.

"What do I expect? Bestfriend mo siya,  of  course you're on his side."

"No. That's not the point. At wala akong pinapanigan sa inyong dalawa. Parehas ko kayong kaibigan and I should help you realize what should be done."

"Realize what should be done?"

"Please Kyle. Hindi lang naman ikaw yung nasasaktan eh, kahit naman si Jake. He's in pain." I closed my eyes. I don't want to give him a chance. But, kung totoo man ang sinasabi ni Karl ngayon na he's also hurting, which I doubt he is, then I can really close the goddamn door for that jerk.

"Fine."

"So pumapayag ka na? Makikipag usap ka na sakanya?" I saw the happiness in his eyes. Bakit nga ba Karl? Ano nga ba ang alam mo tungkol kay Jake? How come hindi ka galit sakanya? How come you can't feel the pain that I have inside? I almost died Karl.

"Yes. But in one condition, I want you to come with us. I'll send you the location and time tomorrow. Ikaw na ang bahala na magsabi sakanya. It's up to him kung pupunta siya o hindi." I said.

"Of course pupunta si Jake."

"And one more thing, I will tell Luke and Chloe na I'll be meeting Jake just to be sure. Baka kung anong mangyari saakin atleast alam nila kung sino ang huling kasama ko." Why am I so paranoid?

"Yeah sure. Huwag kang magalala, walang mangyayaring masama sayo. I promise." Sana Karl, sana.

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"Are you really going to talk to that jerk? I can't believe it!" I decided to talk to Chloe after my conversation with Karl. Hindi ako nag jo-joke nang sinabi ko na I'll inform Chloe and Luke. Unfortunately, Luke is busy.

"Oo. Kailangan namin 'to. Kailangan ko 'to. In this way, I will know if he's lying or not. There are so many questions running inside my head right now, napakadami. And I need his answers, matagal na 'to and I think it's time we have closure."

"So, saan mo siya kakausapin? And what time?" I feel the nervousness.

"Saturday afternoon, Dalton Academy." Our old high school campus.

"Are you sure about that bessy? Please think about it thoroughly. Huwag kang magpadalos-dalos sa emosyon mo." I smiled at her.

"It's time to put an end to this crap."

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As I walk through the hall way of my alma mater, I suddenly felt the joy, excitement and sadness inside me. Memories flashed as I look around the corridors and classroom of the university.

Ngayon nalang ako nakapunta dito simula nang umalis ako. I never have the courage to go back to this university, I even asked my mom to get all the requirements that I need for me to transfer to another school.

Tears ran down from my eyes as I looked upon the place kung saan ako binugbog at sinaktan nang walang kalaban-laban. When my mom asked me what happened I didn't tell her the truth. Ganon ko kamahal si Jake noon, na ayaw ko siyang mapahamak. Dahil alam ko na kung sinabi ko yung totoo, he will also be punished.

"Stupid." I whispered. Sana pala sinabi ko na sa mom ko kung anong nanyari, malay mo magbago na siya dahil sa sanction na matanggap niya. Baka sana narealized niya na mali ang ginawa niya. Maybe he really hates me that much kaya nagawa niya 'yon saakin.

"Nandito pa pala 'to? Akala ko sinira na nila 'to?" I moved closer to the secret garden at the back of the tallest building in the university. Nandoon pa din ang upuan though makikita mo talaga ang kalumaan at halatang hindi na pinapansin ng mga maintenance personnel. This place brings back a lot of memories, happy memories with Jake.

This is the place where I first met Jake. Nahihiya akong makipaghalubilo noon sa ibang freshmen kaya napunta ako dito, dahil sa kagustohan kong magtago mula sa lahat, dahil hindi ako masyadong friendly, napunta ako dito. He was sleeping  here when I found him. The first time I saw his innocent face. He looked perfect.

"Tangina bakit ko pa naiimagine yung mukha niya." I wiped the tears in my cheeks.

Hindi ko pa siya kilala noon but a part of me wanted to touch his face and ask for his name. Pero hindi ko nagawa. I was scared na baka magulat siya, baka isipin niya na weirdo ako at baka layuan niya ako. So I keep my distance from him. But I still supported him in everything that he do using De Panda. Walang game na hindi ko pinupuntanan at walang competition na hindi ko siya binibigyan ng letters.

It's funny how I always write letters to motivate him pero kahit kailan man ay hindi ko nagawang sabihin sakanya personally yung nararamdaman ko. And I think, it's a good thing kasi kahit papaano ay may kaonting oras pa akong natira para gawin siyang motivation to strive harder. Paano kaya kung hindi ako nagkamali? Paano kaya kung hindi ko naisulat yung real name ko instead of my nickname? Baka hindi nangyari yung nangyari saakin and I can still support him until now.

"Hay nako Kyle. Hindi ka na natuto. It's better not to deal with all those what ifs."

"Kyle?" I heard a man's voice calling my name. I turned around to face the man.

"Jake."

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End of chapter forty-five.

a/n: shooot! Mag-uusap na sila sa next chapter! I'm excited af!