Chapter 35

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Stella's POV:
I've been with Brennen for a week now and I'm dreading all of it, he's been exactly the same like nothing has changed. He beats me, forces himself on me but never gets that far thank god, and he's bipolar as hell as always.
Brennen- STELLA!
I jumped and quickly went downstairs to him.
Stella- Y-Yes?
Brennen- Why are the fans saying they love you and Jake and that they hope you guys are okay since you haven't posted in a while?
Stella- I-I d-didn't tell them y-yet, a-and I h-haven't been o-on social media.
He got up and walked over to me and places his hand on my cheek and I knew what was coming next. He slapped me hard making me fall to the ground and I held my cheek looking down as the tears fell.
Brennen- You will tell them that you left Jake, you will tell them you are with me now, and you will tell them you are okay, understand?
Stella- Y-Yes.
Brennen- Get up.
I stood up and he grabbed me by my throat and kisses me but I didn't kiss back and he growled a bit and squeezed tighter so I kissed back and it went on for about a few minutes until he pulled away letting go of my throat and walking away. With out another word I walked up to our shared room which I was forced to sleep in and went inside the closet behind the clothes and pulled my knees up to my chest and put my head down on them as the tears fell. He's slowly breaking me and slowly rotting my soul, I want Jake I miss him so much, I miss his hugs, his kisses, the way he would play with my hair whenever I felt discomfort, the way he would know exactly what to say to make me feel better, the way he would look at me, the way he would smile at me, I miss it all, and I fear that I may never have this baby, and if I somehow manage too I fear he may never see his child. I feel so weak, the same way I felt years ago when he did those things to me and that scares me the most, the horrible feeling of being scared, weak, and powerless. After a few minutes I heard footsteps coming up the stairs and into the room.
Brennen- Stella come out of the closet NOW.
I sighed and stood up walking out not looking at him.
He grabbed my face making me look up at him and he turned my face looking at the spot where he slapped me.
Brennen- Just red should be fine, now fix your face and get dressed so we can make the video telling them what I told you.
Stella- O-Okay.
I left the room and went into the bathroom stripping so I could take a shower and I got in turning on the water, letting the warm yet hot water fall on my back putting my aching muscles at ease. I got some shampoo and put some in my hair and began washing my hair and I turned around to rinse and After that I washed my body and got out wrapping a towel around my body going into our room bc I forgot my clothes and I went into the closet and got out some joggers and a cropped hoodie.
Stella- Um could y-you turn around?
Brennen- I've already seen it so what the point?
I sighed and quickly put on the clothes and I brushed my hair down and I dried it but it was still damp so I just left it down and I sat down and did a natural glam look on my face, it hide most of the marks on my face but some you could still see a bit.
Brennen- Are you ready now?
Stella- No....
Brennen- Well too bad.
He turned on the camera and did his intro inviting me into it and I played along and then it was time to tell the fans.

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