Desperate & Divine

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I was somewhere between
Desperate and divine, a
Mess but not completely
A wreck but you complete

Me. I’m terrified I will
Become wax, pouring off
Of a burning candle and
Pool at your feet, the

Butterflies have turned
Into a permanent part of
Me, flying around giving
Me anxiety, I’m a sweet

Nectar with flies sticking
To me like drugs to an addict
I want more but I’m afraid they
Will numb me, I can feel them

 Hitting my stomach’s walls, but
No matter what, you love me beyond my demons, anxiety, my imperfections and my flaws.
Despite all those, you embrace

Me and hold me, treating me like a whole piece instead of like
like a piece of glass
About to break.

If love exists I’d like
To taste it on my lips, I believed love is dead.

Yet you tell me otherwise
It’s real and it is here, in you and me. In us, your voice lifts me from the sadness I've felt for days
I’m in a haze I’ve missed.

Since we last spoke, call me “Baby” one more time I beg
You, I think it’s fate, it must be.

You were sent on my path for a reason, to send me into
a spiral of happiness, joy, fear and a high shaking in my veins.

Hugging my bones to hold

them in one piece, you’re the light I’ve been looking for
all along.

Eros comes when
he’s least expected, that I claim but he never misses his aim.

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