Note: Regarding 2020

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2020

It has been a difficult year so far, feels like a test a little bit.
I was with someone until a few weeks ago that my boyfriend broke up with me because things weren't working. Not how I imagined the year going, I felt we had enough strength to keep fighting to make it work.

The lockdown did not make things easy, we didn't see each other for 3 months till a week before our breakup. I feel like a fool. I had friends pick me up to pick up the pieces, I've cried and laughed more times than I can count.

I've fallen out with friends a few times, still in a fallout with friends who helped me get on my feet. I was told I'm clingy and getting too close to a friend- he's messed with my heart a little and my head. His best friend's fiancé tried to set us up while I was still in a relationship.

I'm not sure where to go from here, I don't really recognise myself.

The positive side is that I'm going back to work tomorrow and I'm excited. I can't wait to see colleagues, I haven't seen since March.

I will keep going...and keeping on.
Thank you for your support and reading my work, that's greatly appreciated.

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