My girl Neighbor

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I am back!!!

I am so sorry to leave you hanging for years :(

I have read your messages and comments, boy, you guys are freaking hilarious :)) The whole time I was reading your reactions in each sentences/paragraphs, I was smiling.

And to be honest, those are the reason why I decided to continue the story.

So here is the updated, hope you like it!

PS: English is not my mother tongue so apologies for the grammatical error and spelling mistakes... and apologies in advance for the upcoming ones :)

Cheers!

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As soon as I lay on my back, Emma climbed on top of me.

She kisses me while her hands are on my breasts, massaging them.

She took her time nibbling on my skin. Every touch of her lips it's like heaven.

I seemed to forget all that happened, the pain, the crying, it's just my mind and my heart are into what Emma is doing to me now.

I even forgot that I drunk too much and I seemed to be sober, feeling everything, savoring all the touch, and moaning Emma's name is like a natural thing for me to do.

Soon enough, Emma pleasured me more than I can imagine.

We were both panting as Emma laid on top of me.

"I missed you, Jen." Emma lifts her face up to meet my eyes.

I wanted to tell her I missed her too but I'm scared that if I do, I won't be able to let her go.

I was serious when I told her earlier that I wanted to take a break from our "relationship", I need her to realize things by herself.

"Emma."

"Hmmm."

I held her arms and pushed her gently to stand up, she got it and fixed herself.

I sat on the couch and looked for my clothes, she did the same and we both got dressed.

As soon as we were done, I faced her.

"Em, I mean it. What I said earlier..."

"I know." She cut me off.

"You don't have to repeat it, I just thought... this is a good way to end things between us. I mean, I don't know how long it will take me to fix things up, hell if I will ever fix it."

She held my hands and continued.

"I don't want you to keep waiting for me, Jen. I realized that it would be unfair for me to ask you to do that. I want you to live your life, meet people, be with them, even if it hurts, god, just thinking about it I feel like someone is ripping my heart out."

She was tearing up and her voice was breaking.

It pains me as much as it does for her. Hearing those words, letting me go, permanently. I suddenly felt heavy on my chest, my throat closing up as I tried to suppress my tears, but to no avail, the water just rolled down my cheeks.

When Emma saw that, her face softened, and her hands cupped my face, while her thumbs wiped my tears.

"Come here." She pulled me in for a hug.

Why do I feel like it's the end of the world? Like someone literally cut my heart into a million pieces, and I'd rather die than feel this pain and emptiness.

I just wanted us to cool off not to end things between us, I can't.

"Em, n-no. Don't say that please..."

"Please, Jen. Don't make this even more harder."

We are both crying, holding each other. I fear that once I let go of her that would be the last time I would be able to hold her.

Emma freed herself from my hug.

"You should go..." she said without meeting my eyes, her head is down as she let go of my hands.

"Em, no.."

"Pease, Jen. Just go."

This is it.

I can't believe that this is it.

How can this be it?

I tried to reach for her hands but she didn't let me.

"Jen, please." She repeated.

She really wanted me to go.

I slowly stood up, I don't know, maybe giving her the chance to stop me, maybe she will change her mind and pull me in again but that didn't happen.

I walked towards the door and before I opened it, I gave her a last glance. Her head is still down.

As soon as I closed it behind me, my knees collapsed and I sat on the floor, silently crying. It's a good thing it's already late at night and my neighbors are either out or already asleep.

I was in that position for like 10 minutes before I decided to go home.

I went straight to my bed and cried my heart out.

Just thinking of not seeing her, talking to her, or being with her makes my heart ache.

I shouldn't have told her to take a break from us, it's my fault.

I could've just let it go, when she apologized, I should've accepted it then we wouldn't have to part ways. She wouldn't have thought of letting me go. I could just keep silent and wait for what she could give me, that's what we agreed on anyway.

Why do I have to be proud and look what it got me?

Those are the last thoughts I had before I drifted to sleep.

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I woke up feeling like my head was being cut in half.

Damn! My head hurts.

I was trying to open my eyes but I couldn't seem to do it.

Not long after I drifted to sleep again.

"Jen, Jen, Jennifer!" I heard someone's calling my name, tapping my shoulder. But I didn't want to open my eyes, it was so heavy and even moving was not an option.

"Jennifer!" Again, that voice. The hand that is tapping me on my shoulder is now shaking it.

"Jennifer! Wake up!"

At that, my one eye peeked open.

"M-Mom?"

"Honey, it's almost 3 in the afternoon, wake up."

"W-Wha.." I was confused.

"And you stink, did you drink last night? Your clothes were not even changed."

I finally opened my eyes.

When I tried to get up, my head suddenly spun and my stomach felt funny and in just a second, I threw up in my bed, with my Mom in it.

I am so dead.

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