My Star, My World

Kiss Me

Tobin's POV

"It's Tobin again, please answer my call it's been two weeks and all I get is pictures, videos and messages from you that you give to Christen. I've talked to you twice and that was about the babies. Please talk to me" I sigh as I end the call

"She'll call you trust me" Ash says

"And if she doesn't? What if she wants a divorce?"

"It's Em she won't want a divorce besides she already made it clear she doesn't want a divorce she just needs some space and time"

"She can change her mind Ash"

"But she won't, she married you and this is just a small little obstacle in your marriage. Now don't feel guilty she did say she understands but she's just hurt so stop feeling guilty"

"I miss my little bub" I say as I look at a picture from Connor

"Hey Tobin there's someone downstairs for you" Moe says and I nod

"Come on Ash let's go downstairs" I say as I get up from bed.

"Baby she does love you" I hear someone say. That voice. My baby!

"Emily!" I yell as I sprint down the stairs and run to her but I immediately stop as someone steps in front of me.

"Tobin" I gulp

"Hope" I say as I look behind her

"Hope move out of the way you bum!" Lee yells

"Oh forgive me for protecting you! Next time you need protection don't call me" Hope says

"Cry me a river Amelia! Now move"

"So bossy" Hope mumbles as she moves

"Baby" I whisper as I walk closer to her

"Hi Tobin" she says she looks at me and smiles softly

"Can I?" I ask as I extend my arms and she nods "I missed you I'm sorry" I mumble as I hug her and kiss her head

"I'm not the one you should be asking for forgiveness" She says and I nod as I look over to Connor

"Hey bub" I say and his eyes soften

"Hi" he whispers

"Can we talk alone?" I ask Lee

"Only if he wants"

"Can I talk to you bub? Just me and you?" I ask Connor who looks at Lee

"Okay" he says

We walked out to the backyard as we sat on the hammock and swayed.

"I'm so-"

"I missed you mama" he says as he starts crying and clings onto me

"I'm sorry bub I know what I said was bad and don't think I don't love you because I do love you, I love you with my entire heart" I say as I rub his back as he sniffles

"It hurt" he says.

"I'm really sorry bub I really am, those words were not right to say and I know you'll never have my blood and that's okay because you'll always be my son bub and I'll always love you"

Emily's POV

"They've been out there for a while" I say as I pace around the room

"Okay first of all calm down and sit I know your back hurts and ankles are swollen so sit down" Julie says so I sit down "Second of all we can go check on them if you really want"

"Yes please go check on them" I say and she nods. But as they were walking Tobin came in with Connor asleep.

"Sorry we slept in the hammock after talking I'll go put him in bed" Tobin says as she looks at me "You guys are staying here right?"

"Um yes and I'll go with you"

We walked up to his room and Tobin laid him in bed as she put his blanket over him and tucked him in.

"Can we go talk?" She asks and I nod. We told the girls then walked to the bedroom and closed the door. "I know what I said was wrong, horrible, not necessary I really am sorry baby I wasn't thinking when I blurted out those words I said. I guess those words were always in my head and I wasn't thinking of it because it wasn't important to me. He is my son and I love him no matter what. I don't care if he doesn't have my blood because at the end of the day he'll always be my son and like I said before I will always love him"

"What you said hurt not only me but Connor as well, I talked to him last week I asked him if he wanted to see you and he said yes, I missed you I did but it was all too fresh. I forgive you Tobin"

"Sleep on the couch?" She asks and I smile softly as I tilt my head

"Mhmm" 

"Okay now how are the babies?" She asks as she gets closer to me

"You can touch Tobin, we're married I'm not some random person" I say and she looks into my eyes. Her hands cupped my face as she caressed my cheek with her thumb

"I don't deserve you"

"Tobin don't say that! You do deserve me" I say as I wrap my arms as much as I can

"I-"

"Kiss me" I say and she furrows her eyebrows

"What are we confessing feelings and going on our first date?" She asks and I giggle

"You're acting like if we're barely getting to know each other you're all nervous and also you're not growing the balls to kiss me right now and I know you want to"

"Hey I have balls! You want to see?" She says as she pulls down her shorts revealing her whole package.

"Tobin! Put them back on!" I yell as I slap her shoulder

"You like? I got you pregnant with this" she says and I shake my head. What a kid.

"Put your shorts back on and give me kiss" Tobin finally put her shorts back on as she cupped my face again, but this time she actually grew the balls to kiss me.

"Off to the couch I go" Tobin says as she pouts

"That's not gonna work now can you call Christen for me? I need her to sleep with me" I say

"Wh-Wh-What? Why not me?" She asks

"Because you're banned from sleeping in the bedroom and the same bed with me until further notice now go Christen is a good cuddling buddy"

"Fine.. goodnight baby I love you"

"I love you too" I whisper