// Opening the letter in my hand, I feel my hands shake. Usually I'm never this nevous about anything.
I shoot a quick glance in my mother's direction across the table. She nods in encouragement and I continue to rip through the sticky paper material.
I rip a tiny path through the top of the envelope, slowly pulling out the letter. I always thought the letter was to say no thank you, and the bigger size envelopes were the acceptance letters. I gently unfold the letter and read it in my head. I wouldn't want the awkward sympathy from my mom if I read the declining words out loud.I bring my hand to my mouth as my jaw drops. I feel a tingle come from my eye and I now know I'm crying. Happy tears, please be happy tears, Clarke. I read the words again:
We can't wait to see you in the fall, Ms. Griffin.I force the chair away from the table and stand up. My mother does the same and we meet around the corner in a warm embrace. As she rubs my back, she beams," I'm so so proud of you, Clarke."
I pull away from the hug and frown," You'll be left all alone." This saddens me, without my father here with her, I wonder what she'll do in her spare time. My heart beats faster than I have ever felt. The electricity of excitement flows through my veins.
She nods," That's okay, I'll be okay. At least now I won't feel so guilty when I come home late from a double shift."
I slightly chuckle and nod in agreement. I pull her into another hug and do a short bounce into the air.
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" Mom, I have everything, I checked at least five times." I say while rolling my eyes. I stop at the end of the stairs and re-adjust my grip on my last cardboard box full of clothes. Or is some old pictures? I clearly didn't label these boxes before I packaged them up.
My mom finally flies down the stairs holding my art kit," Don't forget this. I want to see you in museums one day." I sigh and she stacks the kit on top of my box. She gives me a half smile and rubs her hand along my cheek. " Your father would be so proud of you, honey."
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hard to love (a bellarke fanfiction)
Fanfictionbased on the hit CW show, the 100 -- // Alternate Universe, Clarke and the rest of the hit cast take on college in NYU. All characters remain the same, except the 100 story is told in the eyes of a college student in modern day New York. Point of vi...