Heartbreak Girl~Cethany {DISCONTINUED}

Chapter 13

~Bethany's POV~:
We got to Connor's house. We walked up to his room and Connor brought out his acoustic guitar and started playing an acoustic version of one of my favorite 5sos songs, Heartbreak Girl.

He sang the entire song with his amazingly beautiful voice and perfect guitar skills, he's probably practiced this song before. My tears were still falling from my eyes but this time they were because Connor was giving me a truly beautiful feeling of comfort. "I'm right here when you gonna realize, that I'm your pure heartbreak girl," came out quietly from his soft lips. He sang in a delicate way, making it so much more heartwarming.

When he finished he set his guitar to the side and looked up at me, I probably look like a total wreck right now.

I knew why he sang that song, it fit the situation perfectly. He's been there for every awful heartbreak and horrid ex boyfriend. Whenever I had called him with my voice shaky from crying so damn much he would say just the right thing to make me feel better and now here he is again, making all the problems disappear but now I see what has been on his mind. He got closer to me, drawing me into his world, a world of patience and compassion.

Heartbreak Girl is about a friend who comforts his friend with all of her break ups but he wants to be her next heartbreak, her next boyfriend. Connor just basically, through a song, told me that he likes me a lot, he wants to be more then friends.

His hand reaches towards my face and touches my cheek gently. I close my eyes and push out a few more tears as I feel him get even closer, his breath on my neck. His lips finally touch mine in a way that no guy has ever kissed me before. His lips had the same softness as when he was singing, the same delicate feeling. I kiss him back, every inch of my body is tingling, the sparks are flying. I didn't want him to pull away but he eventually did.

"I'm sorry." He muttered. "It's fine Connor." I muttered back. "I better go." I said as I stood up. I walked slowly towards the door but stopped halfway. I turned around and he was just a few steps behind me. I pulled him closer and kissed him on the cheek. Then I turned around again and walked out the door. Connor closed it and I walked to my car.

Once I got in I just sat there, should I cry, should I be happy? I don't know how to feel now...I can't...I can't handle all of this.

I finally turn the key slowly to start the car. The radio turns on with the car and another song I love from 5sos is playing, Amnesia. I start to cry and realize that I'm still sitting in Connor's driveway. I put the car in reverse then back up, tears still cover my face.

I take the long way home, driving really helps me relax. Once I finally get home I run up to my room and shut the door. I look in the mirror hanging on the wall across from my bed, I have makeup everywhere. I remove my makeup then head to bed. I hear my mom knock on my door but I ignore her and pretend to sleep when she opens the door. "Beth..." I don't answer so she eventually leaves.

I can't stop thinking about Connor and Derek. Derek broke my heart but Connor took all of that away but now the pain is back and I don't want to be lying here alone, I want to be lying next to Connor. Why did it take me so long to see the greatness in him? How did I never realize that he loves me, more then anyone ever has?