PART TWO
A month and a half.
It’s been a month and a half since Ashton left.
30 pounds.
30 pounds is what I’ve lost since Ashton left.
4.0
My 4.0 is what I’ve lost since Ashton left.
My appetite.
My appetite is what I’ve lost since Ashton left.
My will to live.
My will to live is what I’ve lost since Ashton left.
Michael.
Michael is what I’ve lost since Ashton left.
Calum.
Calum is what I’ve lost since Ashton left.
Luke.
Luke is what I’ve lost since Ashton left.
Cigarettes.
Cigarettes are what I’ve gotten since Ashton left.
Drunk.
Drunk is what I’ve gotten since Ashton left.
Drugs.
Drugs are what I’ve gotten since Ashton left.
Bright hair.
Bright hair is what I’ve gotten since Ashton left.
Pills.
Pills are what I’ve gotten since Ashton left.
0 letters.
0 letters are what I’ve gotten since Ashton left.
32 letters.
32 letters are what I’ve sent since Ashton left.
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“I was so stoned I couldn’t even walk.” I say with a laugh, pulling the blunt out from between my lips.
“Babe, I know. I was there.”
“Were you?” I ask with a giggle, resting my head on his chest.
“Yeah, I was.” He says with a laugh.
“Hey, pass me some more vodka.” I hiccup, putting my hand out.
“Only if you kiss me first.” He says with a lopsided grin.
“Fine.” I say with a giggle before tilting my head up and pressing my lips against his.
I don’t feel anything except empty.
“Pass me the vodka.” I repeat.
“Here you go.” He says, handing it over.
I take a long sip, letting the alcohol sting my throat. I set it down and scrunch my nose up. “That’s horrible.”
“Yet you still drink it.”
“Damn right I do.” I giggle. “Hey, can I spend the night? I don’t wanna drive like this. I can’t even walk.”
“Yeah, sure.” James answers with a grin. “But we both know you’re just making up excuses.”
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Gone || Ashton Irwin
Fanfiction"Her smile doesn't quite reach her eyes anymore." {Sequel to Life In Technicolor}
