Forbidden Sensuality

22

Jinyoung returned from Jaebum's dorm to his own, opening the door slowly in case Jackson was asleep. He wasn't though, as it was still a bit early in the night, and instead the elder had been watching something on the TV they shared as Jinyoung entered the room.

Jackson gasped as soon as his eyes flashed over to Jinyoung and noticed his arrival, shutting off the TV ant running over to his bed, jumping atop the mattress. He stared at Jinyoung with a wide grin.

The younger frowned in confusion as he slowly stepped further into the room

"So?" He heard from Jackson's side as he dropped his bag near his own bed.

Jinyoung turned, shrugging his shoulders. "...So?"

"Jaebum! Tell me about him!" The elder squealed like an overexcited teenager.

Jinyoung felt his heart throb at the mere mention of the name. He turned away from the elder to climb onto his bed. "What about him?"

Jackson rolled his eyes. "Oh, don't act like you don't go over to his dorm just to make out."

Jinyoung absolutely did not go over to Jaebum's dorm just to make out-- sure that was on his mind 90% of the time, but that was not always what they ended up doing.

Take earlier for example, Jinyoung returned to his dorm disappointed that they never picked up where they left off against the window, but he was grateful for the rest of the time they spent studying.

Still disappointed but, he'll get over it... eventually.

"For your information, we still study together." He retorted.

The elder clicked his tongue. "Right sure, you two take anatomy together and 'study' by exploring one another's bodies huh."

"Biology, dummy." Jinyoung corrected, though totally forgetting that anatomy was a subsection of biology.

"Oh, then you learn about all that and more? Is there a special 'reproduction' chapter that you and Jaebum focus on?"

"Shut up!" Jinyoung groaned while leaning back against his pillows, gaze drifting up to the ceiling. "We haven't done any of that okay? Drop it."

Jackson shook his head, grin growing wider. "I cant drop it, I'm too excited for you. It's been so fun watching you come back here frustrated, or flustered, or running off to the bathroom to rapidly jerk off-"

"Dude! Stop!"

The elder giggled, watching Jinyoung cover his heated red face with one of the pillows under his head. "I'm just sayin', Jaebum makes you feel a roller-coaster of emotions huh? It's overwhelming, isn't it; the first steps of a relationship?"

"I'm just... not used to it..." the younger mumbled. He let out a sigh, removing the pillow from his face once his embarrassment passed. "He's asking a lot from me..."

Jackson cocked his head curiously. "What do you mean?"

Jinyoung shook his head in response; he never talked with Jackson about these sorts of things. "I dunno..."

The elder frowned, refusing to let up. "Jinyoung come on, talk to me."

He knew that Jackson wouldn't leave him alone about it if he didn't spill what was on his mind; Jackson was the persistent type anyway. Plus, Jackson was already in a long term relationship; if he were to get advice from anyone, it should be him.

Jaebum told him to start trying to accept others more into his life anyway, maybe he could start by opening up a bit more to his own roommate.

Jinyoung sat up, crossing his legs under him with a long sigh. "He wants me to be... I dunno, more vulnerable and open to him I guess. But it's so weird for me to do that, I'm used to being the complete opposite."