Forbidden Sensuality

15

Jinyoung looked down at his phone that had just buzzed.

Jaebum: do you like chocolate?

He frowned at the text. It was just about 15 minutes before he had to head over to Jaebum's dorm for their planned study session, and yet the elder was asking about chocolate. Jinyoung could only wonder what the hell Jaebum had planned for their session today.

No, they were only studying. They have a test coming up in less than two weeks, so no more playing around; Jinyoung seriously had to keep his grades up with exams and assignments. Jaebum said what happened the other day wouldn't happen again anyway.

Well, he never said it wouldn't happen again, he just said they would really study this time, and he'd make sure to keep Mark out the way. So the inappropriate thoughts that floated around in Jinyoung's mind could see themselves out.

He and Jaebum were just study buddies, that's all. 

He rapidly tapped out a response, trying not to let his imagination run wild with weird thoughts of his tutor.

Jinyoung: I love chocolate.

Jinyoung watched as those three little response bubbled popped up, his heart fluttering at Jaebum's almost nonexistent response time.

Jaebum: perfect :)

A smile emoticon should not have made Jinyoung gush as he did, but he couldn't help the little giggled that escaped him.

He had already told Jackson earlier that he was going to be over in Jaebum's dorm for a few hours so don't expect him to be in the dorm later on, in which the younger annoyingly responded with:

'Oh I know, Jaebum asked me to keep Mark occupied for the time being so you two can have the utmost privacy', throwing in a teasing wink at the end.

Jinyoung happily punched him in the stomach for even speaking with such a suggestive tone, but the blush on his cheeks couldn't hide the warm tingles he felt inside.

He spent time messing with his hair and changing into an oversized hoodie with sweats that he hoped looked cute on him, again reprimanding himself for 'dressing up' when he was only going to a casual study session. He hated how he felt the need to be perfect for Jaebum, it was so stupid and embarrassing, yet he did it every time.

He even shamefully checked out his backside in the mirror to see if the sweats complimented him well. His mom always commented that anything Jinyoung ate went straight to his butt and thighs, which was an embarrassing thing for his mom of all people to point out, but he heard that some people are attracted to those body parts. Maybe Jaebum was that type of person.

Though right after checking his thickness out in the mirror, he instantly cringed. How he looked didn't matter, whether Jebum was an ass or thigh person didn't matter either; none of it mattered, what part of that didn't his stupid brain understand?

He needed to focus on his studies, that's the whole purpose of the school; he was letting himself get distracted. He had to get over to Jaebum's dorm quickly so they could have maximum time to be together-- for studying, of course.

Jinyoung turned away from the mirror and grabbed his bag that contained his books and notes, marching out of his dorm with the refusal to check himself out one last time. As he headed down the hallway, he spotted three familiar figures in the distance walking in a row, arm in arm. The youngest three of their friend group, giggling and laughing with one another, and most notable to Jinyoung, he saw Yugyeom and Youngjae getting along again.

His little pep talk must have worked; seeing the three comfortable with one another again warmed Jinyoung's heart. Normally he didn't care much but, he also disliked seeing the usually cheery bunch broken apart.