Forbidden Sensuality

32

"Jackson I'm gonna fucking kill you for this." Jinyoung grumbled as he stuffed some sleepwear into a drawstring bag.

The group had made it back to the dorm after spending a bit more time at the carnival with one another. It was getting late though and nearly closing time, so after a few more mini-games they decided to leave.

Now they were back in their respective dorms, with Mark and Jinyoung packing some belongings to stay the night in the opposite's room.

"You could just say no, yet you're still packing a change of clothes." Jackson retorted with his smug attitude.

Jinyoung was so close to lunging across the room and slapping the smirk off his face. "I'm being considerate of you and Mark's anniversary! You should be thanking me, asshole!"

"You should be thanking me! You get all that time to talk with Jaebum, and I spend a lovely night with my baby."

Jinyoung spun around, shooting a deadly glare at his roommate. "This is all for your benefit, isn't it? You just want to freely fuck Mark knowing that if I'm gone, you have all the opportunity to do it."

Jackson raised his hands in innocence. "Hey, I'm giving Jaebum the opportunity to freely fuck you, so."

"Shut up!" Jinyoung flushed at the thought, turning back to his bag that he needed to pack a change of clothes into.

"Aw, you nervous? Think of it as a long-- very long, and possibly very sexual, study session."

"That doesn't help!" The younger yelled.

Jackson hummed as he laid back onto his bed, his hands comfortably behind his head. "Well, you'll thank me afterwards."

"I won't."

The two were interrupted but the sound of knocking stemming from their hallway door. Jinyoung set his bag down and walked over to open it, rolling his eyes as he found Mark looking back at him with a big grin on his face.

"Jinyoung~ Jaebum's waiting for you." The eldest sang as he entered the room, both him and his boyfriend seeming way more excited about this than Jinyoung was.

"He's having a breakdown right now, he'll get over it once Jaebum's all over him." Jackson stated, chuckling when Jinyoung turned and shot another deadly glare at him.

"I'm not having a breakdown, I'm trying to keep myself from choking you to death!" He retorted.

His anger stemmed from his nervousness; his hands were clammy and his heart was beating at a much faster rate than it should be, all becuase of Mark and Jackson's stupid plan that he knew would be the death of him.

Jaebum himself was gonna be the death of him.

Jackson ignored his complaining though, as Jinyoung was the type who needed to be shoved into doing things despite his arguments. He was practically forced into going to the carnival that he initially wanted nothing to do with, and ended up having a good time up until the end; so Jackson was sure this would work out the same way.

"Yeah yeah yeah, you'll love me for this sooner or later. Now get out."

"It's my dorm too!" The younger whined. He had finished packing his things but was obviously stalling; continuously arguing with Jackson and pretending to look around the dorm for anything else he needed to put in his bag.

Jackson rolled his eyes, deciding to give Jinyoung the little nudge he needed to get the hell out and go to his man. "Fine. C'mere baby."

He sat up from his bed and grabbed Mark, yanking him between his legs and kissing him. Jinyoung glanced at the couple, shaking his head in disgust from the wet sound of their lips smacking together.

"Gross..." he mumbled, quickly turning away as soon as he saw Jackson's hands slip under Mark's shirt.

He was then startled by a loud smacking sound that filled the room, which was quickly followed by a moan.

"Harder baby." Mark moaned, making sure he was loud so Jinyoung could hear.

"Oh my god, okay! I'm leaving!" Jinyoung yelled while grabbing his bag and shielding his eyes away from the couple as he headed for the door.

"Have fun~" Jackson waved as Mark giggled, both watching Jinyoung quickly dissapeared so he wouldn't be scarred by them any longer.

He couldn't believe that he'd been driven out of his own room, nor could he believe he was heading down the hall to spend the rest of the night with Jaebum. He was nervous as hell, which was him all the time around Jaebum, but that didn't make it any easier to deal with him.

Before he knew it, he was standing outside the elder's dorm. He wished he could've stalled for a bit longer, but he also didn't want to make Jaebum wait on him too long.

He tried not to overthink it; he was just spending the night. What was he nervous for? Sure it was his first night with Jaebum, and a number of things; both good or bad; could occur during their time together, though knowing himself Jinyoung would probably make more things go wrong instead of right...

Yeah, trying not to overthink made him overthink even more.

He took in a breath, wiping his clammy hands on his jeans. He glanced down at himself, suddenly remembering that Jaebum wasn't a fan of jeans. Should he go back and change?

No, that would be stupid of him. Jaebum saw him all night wearing that outfit and had no problem with it; at this point his own thoughts were driving him crazy.

Jinyoung took in a breath and finally lifted his knuckles to the wood before he could think of some other dumb reason not to knock on the door. He gave it a few taps, then stepped back slightly to wait for Jaebum to respond.

The door opened faster than he expected, startling Jinyoung a bit. Jaebum poked his head out, their eyes meeting almost instantly.

Jinyoung felt his heart rate increase in mere milliseconds from the direct eye contact, suddenly having the urge to explain himself as if this visit wasn't planned. "Hey, I really had no idea about all this, it was all Mark and Jackson-"

"We should talk." Jaebum opened the door wider and left it ajar for Jinyoung to enter before turning and walking back into the room.

Jinyoung stood there in the hall, mouth slightly agape as he watched Jaebum disappear.

The elder's cold tone sent a chill down Jinyoung's spine; normally when they needed to talk about something it wasn't as nerve wracking as it was this time. Jinyoung was hesitant to step into the room, especially with whatever attitude Jaebum had at the moment; but he forced himself to move his rigid legs and follow the elder in, praying that their 'talk' goes well.