Forbidden Sensuality

17

Jinyoung somehow ended up in Jaebum's bed, surrounded by sheets and pillows that smelt of him, with the man himself refusing to give him enough space to breathe without showering him with kisses every few seconds.

He swore he blacked out from the rush of arousal and lust and desire for Jaebum that hit him like a semi truck, therefore he couldn't remember all that transpired between them; like how they moved from the floor to the bed. The only thing he could remember clearly at the time was the feeling of Jaebum's soft lips, gentle hands, and warm body pressed against his own.

It was like desperation, the way Jaebum glued himself to Jinyoung right after the younger lunged at him, the same amount of desperation Jinyoung had in return. For half an hour now he refused to be any further than an inch away from the younger, not that Jinyoung complained at all; both were quite content in relishing in the moment that they had been deprived of for so long.

Jaebum hovered over Jinyoung, those hooded eyes taking every moment they could to admire the body laid before him. It was surprising but flattering how Jaebum snapped from teasing to affectionate, and Jinyoung only imagined how much sooner he could've experienced this if he had just taken the plunge sooner.

It wasn't his fault Jaebum terrified him though; something about how the elder could easily see through him and looked at him with such a fond gaze made Jinyoung melt before him. Jinyoung ran from situations he didn't know how to handle, and Jaebum obviously knew this, which is why he ended up trapping Jinyoung with no way to escape.

And luckily it worked, or else Jinyoung would've just ran like usual away from one of the things he's wanted most.

Feeling Jaebum's face buried in his neck, the elder's warm breath ghosting along his skin as he pressed small kisses there just for the hell of it; it had Jinyoung's heart racing and mind empty, as all he could think about was the man on top of him.

 "I can't believe I finally get to have you like this." Jaebum mumbled, obviously having a similar narrow thought process, only thinking of Jinyoung.

The younger shifted slightly as he felt a kiss tickle his jaw. "Th-This is now I normally am-"

"No, you're normally uptight and in denial. I finally pulled the real you out of his chamber." Jaebum pulled back slightly to gaze down at the younger. "You're not how you try to portray yourself at all. And it's so cute watching you crumble under me."

Jinyoung sucked in a breath, his heart throbbing in response as he tried to find some sort of retaliation. "I-..."

"Honestly I'm surprised you're allowing this to happen." The elder cut in.

Jinyoung blinked. "A-Allowing what?"

"Allowing yourself to give into me. After all this time of avoiding it and ignoring it, you caved. Hell, you initiated the kiss, which was way more than I ever thought you'd do." Jaebum pushed some hair out of Jinyoung's hair out of his face, smiling as the younger refused to make eye contact. "I thought you'd never let your guard down."

"I... I don't know what came over me..." And Jinyoung still had no idea what snapped in him to make him attack Jaebum like he did, but it was difficult for him to say he regretted it. If he hadn't done it, then would their relationship have ever progressed to the point it was at now? Most likely not. "...it's just, I've had these weird mix of feelings inside when I'm around you, and they're really hard to explain but, sometimes they feel good and other times they feel awful I just... I don't know..."

Jaebum hummed, a hand running through the younger's hair. "I could be crazy but, here's a suggestion. Maybe you like me."

Jinyoung's eyes instantly widened. "I-I never said that!"