Cam and I just sat there for a little bit in silence. He was still holding onto me pretty tightly. I could tell that he didn't want to let me go. Which I am completely fine with. He could hold me anytime. I honestly felt safe here. I felt safe with James too but this is different. I am not sure how to explain it. Cam spoke softly bringing me out of my thoughts of him and James, bringing me back to the present. "I envy James though. I've wanted to kiss you for awhile but I didn't want to be too forward and have you end up hating me." I giggled a little bit as he said that. "I don't think I could end up hating you. I don't think I could hate any of you. I don't really hate people except for Jett my ex. But I've got my reasons for hating him. He made me life hell for years and no one did anything about it until I almost lost my life." I said. Cam just looked at me and looked down at my lips. My stomach flipped and it was in knots.
He gently leaned forward and took my hand into his hands and brought my face closer to his. He didn't say anything. He just kissed me. It was so different then how James kissed. Cam was soft and gentle. As our lips danced together and our tongues met. I felt like I was in pure heaven kissing him. I gently bit his bottom lip as we kissed. He held me tighter and the kiss deepened with so much passion. You could feel it between us. Cam suddenly pulled away and I whimpered as he did. "Sorry if I keep going I am gonna end up fucking you and trust me I want too so much but now isn't the time." He said in a husky tone. I sighed because I knew he was right even if we both wanted it. It just wasn't the time for it. "You don't need to say sorry. Yes I want it too but youre right. Now isn't the time. we will know when the time is right. There's no need to rush it at all." I said was I smiled at him.
He leaned in and kissed me again. I kissed him back. We probably sat there and just kissed for awhile. We heard an AHEM that startled us both. We thought were alone here. I knew Ella was out looking for James. We pulled away and saw Ella standing there with a giant grin on her face. I felt my cheeks get red and thank god no one can see it because it's dark out and you can't really tell by a fire. Ella sat down next to us as Cam held me close to him. She looked us up and down and said, "I cant leave you two alone without you both trying to rip each others clothes off. " She winked at us. Cam just chuckled. " Wasn't expecting you back so soon." He said. She just sighed and she shook her head. "He's back home. He's in bed. I had to pull him off some guys he was trying to fight. He's gonna feel like shit in the morning because he was so drunk." She said. "It doesn't surprise me he was fighting though." Said Cam. I was curious. "Does he usually fight when he's drunk?" I asked. Both Cam and Ella busted out laughing. I guess I knew my answer before either of them even really said anything to me about it. We all just sat there and just talked about whatever we wanted. We all really bonded tonight and it finally felt good to start to belong somewhere. Especially when I know I am safe with these people. Even though life is unpredictable. I am glad it brought me to right where I am right now.
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Chick-LitIvy had to transfer to a new college her Freshman year. During this time she meet 3 people who she was destined to find.
