Something Gained

Monday Blues

                My alarm clock went off and I groaned as I got up to shut it off. It was again Monday and started another week of school. I had Spanish today. So that means I'd be seeing James. I wasn't sure how I felt about seeing him today. I really haven't seen much of him since our time in the woods. My stomach was in knots because I wasn't sure how to act around him anymore. He made me nervous but not in a bad way but yet he also excited me. It's a weird feeling. I didn't get why I felt this way. I showered and Let the water hit me while I stood there just feeling it on my skin. I finished up in the shower. I decided to throw my hair in a braid before I got dressed. It was gonna be warm today so I wanted to wear something cool so I wasn't sweating in class. I wear this green dress, it just hit my knees and it was see through on the sides of it. I looked at myself in the mirror. I didn't look half bad for a monday morning. I finished getting ready to go and then I headed out to school. Wonder what today is gonna have in store for me.

               I get to school and I park. I just get there as soon as James does. Fuck I thought. I was hoping I could hide in my car until he walked past. I was hoping he wouldn't see me. I wasn't ready to deal with him. I thought he saw me because he looked into my direction and smiled as he walked away. It gave me the chills. I waited to see if the coast was clear and then I got out of my car and started heading into the school. I was startled when Cam suddenly was there. "Hey beautiful. I missed you. How are you doing? How was girls day with Ella yesterday?" He asked me. I smile and kiss him on the cheek. "We had a blast. I really enjoyed my time with her. I think her and I are going to be really good friends." I replied. He smiled after I said that to him and held my hand. I wasn't sure why, we weren't a couple. Is he staking his claim in case James does. Would that really stop James though?

          He walked me to my English lit class and then we parted ways. I walked in and sat down. I was having a hard time paying attention to the class. My mind kept wandering to the boys. Is this normal to be attracted to two people at the same time? Is it bad that it's brothers and they seem to fight a lot. Which I guess is normal. I don't know, something feels different with these two. Maybe I am just overthinking everything. That's usually what I do. I wasn't paying attention to my class until someone sat down next me. I turned to Face the person. To my shock it was JAMES! The fuck is he doing here? I give him a weird look and he just grins at me. He sat there checking me out, I suddenly felt very uncomfortable. I see another come sit on the other side of me. I look over and see CAM, I give him a weird look. WHAT IS GOING ON HERE?!?!?!  Am I losing my mind or am I dreaming?

Why am I so turned on being in the middle of these two. Suddenly I'm in a group text with the two of them. So I wasn't dreaming or maybe I am. I have no idea at this point.

James; Stupid why are you here?

                                     Cam: Because I needed to take an English class and this was open. Why the fuck are you here?

                            James: No reason you need to worry about. Ivy, your looking smashing today.

                   Me: What the hell is going on here? How did you BOTH get switched in here?

James just smirked as he sent a text; I am whereever I want to be sweet cheeks.

I just rolled my eyes and groaned as I read that text. We got yelled at for not paying attention to the class. So we put our phones away and focused on the class. Or at least I tried to focus. It was so hard with these two right next me. I Wasn't sure I was going to make it through the class.