Killing Reality (Gravity falls)

Something Blue

☆ Mabel P.O.V ☆

I had finally done it. Asked for help. I hope Valerie is able to help me before everything happens. I'm too young. This is too soon. This isn't my choice! I felt like crying... but my body stayed smiling... fake. Wills mother came to fetch me and told me it was time to walk down the aisle. His mother walked in front of me and then it was my turn. It was overly red. Before I could truly take in the scenery Valerie was suddenly in front of me and punched me hard in the stomach. Pain shot through me as I hunched over unable to catch my breath quickly. Was this supposed to be my help?

"Bill help!" Valerie called out to Wills brother who came running. My body was still hunched so I was unaware of everything. It was all fuzzy. I wanted to sleep.

"I knew it. She didn't look like she was feeling well earlier either. We need to let her lay down for a little than we can resume. You take her in and I'll tell Will what's happening. Is that okay Mrs. Cipher?" Valerie asked. After a moment of silence my hand was grabbed and I was quickly taken back inside the house where the doors shut behind us. Finally the fuzziness was going away and I could stand again.

"What is going on?! Why did Valerie punch me in the stomach. That hurt! Why are you taking me away from my fiance?!" My body yelled coldly as Bill who looked like he hadn't slept in a while. What I wanted to say is thank you saving me and please get me away. But my body wouldn't let me. He continued to try and drag me away as my body fought him off. Then I felt a pressure in my neck and everything went dark.

My body felt like so much pressure had built up. With my body not being my own... I felt so out of control and lost... it was dark and I was alone... but then there was a spark of yellow that was dancing around.

"What?" I asked to myself in the empty void. The spark stopped in front of me. It was beautiful.

"Its time to wake up Shooting Star." It said... it sounded familiar and safe. I wanted to reach out and touch it, so I did. My body felt heavy as I began to wake up.

"Bill?" I asked confused as I sat up and looked around. My eyes widened as I grabbed my throat. I TALKED!

"Oh my gosh! That was me! I can talk again! Yes!" I jumped up on the bed smiling. The nightmare was over and I was in control again. Looking over at Bill I smiled. He reminded me of the yellow spark.

"You saved me. Thanks. I'm not sure why he did that... it was out of character for him." I said still trying to save Wills reputation... why was I doing that... after everything he put me through.

"I don't understand..." Bill said quietly and looked down. My senses went in to overdrive as I felt a wave of sadness. He looked like he was going to cry and it broke my heart. I wanted to hug him... but I'm afraid... 

"What do you mean? Are you okay? You look sad... what's wrong?" I finally asked as I sat back down next to him. He radiated heat.. it was nice. After a moment or two of silence he reach his hand up on to my cheek and pulled me in. My eyes closed on instinct as our lips connected and there it was... the yellow spark. Memories started to flood back into my brain like a tsunami. The deal, hop scotch, dates, his house, kissing him... my love for... Bill. I quickly pushed him away as I held my head in pain. It was a lot all at once... so much...

"Shooting Star?! Are you okay?" Bill asked as he looked at me in concern. He was always here. Fighting for me to remember. For me to... but he's getting married... he is marrying Valerie... but she helped me escape as well... what is going on?!

"You never did ask for your third favor..." I said quietly as my head still throbbed. I heard a loud gasp and looked up to find Bill smiling wider than I've ever seen.

"You... you remember?" He asked in a whisper as if he was afraid I'm lying and don't remember. I'm an idiot how could I not remember my feeling for him...

"Yeah. I guess it's true what they say. True loves kiss can break any spell." I smiled feeling like so much weight had been lifted... but then I remembered he was getting married to someone else... there was a painful tug of my heart. As tears slipped down my cheeks. Bill's eyes widened as he reached up to cup my cheeks.

"Are you in pain? Usually breaking a deal shouldn't hurt but sense this one involved mental manipulation... why did you even make the deal?" he asked quietly. All this time he had no idea that I knew he was set to be married to Valerie. We didn't even really start dating and yet... we separated so suddenly.

"Why does it matter. Aren't you gonna marry Valerie anyway..." I said bitterly. I couldn't help it. Yes I was happy to remember but I also needed answers.

"Wait. Whoa. That's what Will told you to make you do a deal?! Shooting star I was going to my parents to tell them I wouldn't marry Valerie. She's like my sister." He said quickly as he used his thumbs to wipe away my tears. I was such an idiot... if I had just waited to talk to him...

"It hurt so much... because I had just accepted my feeling for you and then to hear you were spoken for..." I said between sobs as more tears fell. He sighed and pulled me into his chest as he brushed his fingers through my hair.

"I was telling them that I already had someone. Which before you say anything. Yes. It's you silly." His chest moved as he chuckled to himself and I couldn't help but also giggle. He moved to where he could look into my eyes.

"Hey shooting star?" He asked quietly.

"Yes Bill?"

"I lo-" suddenly the door swung open and there stood an out of breath Valerie.

"Oh gosh. Am I interpreting?"