Kakashi x Reader [English]

Chapter 15

I really want to thank those two same people that always fav the chapters, honestly I love you so much 

She had her hand resting on his chest that moved up and down as he breathed, and he had his arm around her body, resting his hand on her waist. Slowly, she started to wake up and therefore open her eyes, only feeling more blessed at the sight of a sleeping Kakashi next to her. He was sound asleep, facing up with his hair messier than normal and still on his face.

It was when she was completely awake that she realized she didn't have enough with just staring. He just looked so pale, so divine and godly. Unconsciously she brought her hand to his cheek, caressing it so slightly as she looked at him from up closer. She ran the tip of her fingers around the visible skin of his face, so slightly that he wouldn't wake up. Then, she stopped at the hem of his mask. 'I'd love to see him asleep...' she thought, really having the urge to uncover his face. He was asleep after all, maybe he wouldn't even notice. She left her fingers there, hesitating. But in the end she pulled back, deciding to respect his privacy. Unbeknownst to her that he was actually wide awake and just pretending to be asleep.

As he felt her fingers go back to his silver hair behind his ears, giving him chills from how pleasant it felt; and he felt her lay back again on the pillow beside him, he couldn't help but feel his heart leap because of her really respecting him. Making him ponder more about showing her his face. 'Show her and then what, Kakashi?' he asked himself though. This wasn't okay, having feelings like these. 'What if... what if something happens again? I don't want to put her on danger, nor do I want to go through something like that again' he thought, or at least he wanted to think like that, but her fingers running calming patterns on his hair, this soon to end proximity told him otherwise. He snuggled closer to her, not wanting any of this to end.

Meanwhile she thought the same thing, and how she knew once they got up everything would be different. Then, still thinking that he was asleep and had just turned around to her in his sleep, she laid a soft kiss on his forehead. A slow and last kiss before closing her eyes. At the touch of her lips Kakashi couldn't help but cling to her harder, hiding his face on the crook of her neck as he sniffed her naturally enchanting scent that only now he realized he'd miss. In fact, he would miss everything, every little detail of her. And with that in mind, he hanged on her body tighter, burying his face on her neck even deeper while frowning and thinking about how much he didn't want her to leave him.

Only then she realized that this Kakashi was nothing like the reserved and aloof Kakashi. He never spoke his feelings because she imagined it was difficult for him, but he wasn't or hadn't been a really physical person either so this made her a bit confused.

"What's wrong?" she asked as she kept her fingers caressing the back of his head, only making him cling harder.

"I just don't want to get up yet" he said faking a sleepy voice, masking his true feelings when in reality he meant 'I just don't want this to end'.

At his answer she enveloped him with her arms better like he used to do with her at night.

"Me neither" she said with the same intentions as him.

If only they realized the true feelings behind those words... But instead, Kakashi realized something else. He realized how useless were these feelings. So, instead of giving in like he had been thinking about he decided to get up, startling the tranquil (Y/n) from how out of the blue he had got out of bed.

"I think I'll take a shower before leaving" he said as he disappeared inside the bathroom, cursing himself as he got actually in.

On the other hand (Y/n) took advantage of having the whole bed for her and decided to stretch out, occupying the whole futon by herself and smiling at how refreshing it was. She closed her lids and tried to go back to sleep while the sound of the distant shower filled her ears. But the smile was quickly replaced with a slight frown as she realized that the coolness of the sheets were nice, but the touch of Kakashi's body was better. Also realizing she wouldn't be able to go back to sleep again. So, not wanting to think about those things she sat up and shook her head, deciding to get up as well.