Apathetic |[D.S]| 1

46. enough is enough

I know we be so complicated
But we be so smitten, it's crazy
I can't have what I want, but neither can you
You ain't my boyfriend (boyfriend)
And I ain't your girlfriend (girlfriend)
But you don't want me to see nobody else
And I don't want you to see nobody
...

Lou's POV

"Why'd you stop me!" Daniel angrily asks me. Probably the deepest I've heard his voice go which makes me in the slightest bit scared but turned on.

"Daniel, please calm down." I plead using his name against him as we make our way into a hallway.

"Don't fucking tell me to calm down! That asshole of a dickhead just tried to fucking kiss you!"

We aren't even together Daniel!" I pant shutting the door behind me as I come closer to him. His hand ruffled up in his hair, he's so angry. I have so many emotions right now. I'm stressed and so worked up already. Mad or sad, tears are still trying to well up in my eyes.

"I can kiss whoever the fuck I want." I push at his chest him stumbling backward until he falls onto the bed, "It shouldn't matter to you what I do anymore!" My voice still rising as I can see Daniel's nostrils flare when I talk to him.

"Fuck, I've had enough," he pulls my wrist with so much force I end up in his lap while his lips crash onto mine. Our surroundings are already so tense and I'm so fucking upset with him right now I can't help but let out a frustrated moan into his mouth.

His kiss caught me off guard but I'm quick to allow it as I grind my hips down at the same time he lifts his creating a friction between us. I can feel his excitement grow beneath me while the fabric of my underwear grows wetter and wetter within each second.

"I'm gonna fuck you." Daniel growls, his bottom lip curving in when he puts the f in fuck. I clench my legs together but he pushes them aside without struggling, standing up and pushing me on the bed.

We're quick to rip each other's clothes off. Yearning to feel each other's skin as I move my hands up and down his chest, keeping them on his bare shoulders not knowing where I want to touch him first.

I undo his jeans and am quick to wrap my hand around his erection, pumping it as his fingers dip into my panties, his thumb grazing over my clit. I feel him groan in my neck before attack it with his teeth and bruising my skin.

Daniel flips me over so he's on top, standing up at the end of the bed. Ripping his shirt off and pulling my underwear down. Sinking his excitement deep down in my wet walls. I bite my lip at the feeling of having sex again, especially without a condom. Birth control makes it so much easier.

I gasp as he thrusts into me, moaning at the sound of his navel hitting against my heat's entrance.

"You think I don't know we're not fucking together?" Daniel hits hard inside me, making me suck in a hard breath as I look at him with lust filled eyes. "I think about it every day." He grunts licking the top of his thumb before pressing it to my aching clit, teasing the hard bud.

"Drives me crazy Louise," he grabs both of my wrists and pin them above my head, gaining more balance, pounding harder into me, "Do you think I like seeing you with other guys?" Daniel sucks in a harsh breath.

I try to lean up and kiss his lips but his head is turned forcing to keep away from my gesture. I'm so frustrated right now with him. I flip him over sitting on top of him, straddling over his hard shaft.

"You think I like seeing you with other girls? Them kissing all over you or your chest," I aline him up with me as I harshly push down on him earning a rough growl to erupt out of him.

"Fucking hell Lou," Daniel seethes, speaking through his teeth. I whine when I realize I've lost my grip on his hands as I feel them slide up my waist. His rings sending chills within my stomach. His fingers pinching my nipples or rubbing my clit again. I shiver on top of him, my orgasm near to the end as I try and surf it to hold on longer.

Riding against him, grinding myself down onto his hard cock. I can feel the penetration hitting deeper and deeper each time making me dig my nails into his shoulders, shuddering moans out every second with shaky breathes. Biting my lip trying my best to hold on longer.

"Do you know how many times I wanted to call you? Or come by?" He flips us back over on the bed, half of our bodies hanging off the edge of the mattress but I'm too caught up in him to care. His voice is softer, "I wanted to see your face or just hear your pretty voice." His eyes softening too, as I pull him closer to me kissing his lips before we both moan into each other's mouths.

"I wanted to call you too," I gasp and whimper, my orgasm just about ready to burst making my head and eyes roll back. My spine bending and arching back at the mixture of his thrusts and the grinding.

Daniel just stares at me as I push down on him, clenching my tight walls around him. My breathing ghosting around his plumped minty lips. My eyes start to prick tears at the sides. Daniel pressing his forehead to mine and closing his eyes before shooting a heavy load into me as I shake underneath him at the intense pleasure mixed with the pinewood smell of his cologne.

"Daniel's hand touches my face, cupping it, wiping off the saltwater in my eyes, calming me down with kisses all around my face.

"Did I break you?" He chuckles at me and I let out a sigh feeling the cum ooze out of my cunt. Reality sits back in and I come to the realization of how fucked up this is.

"Why do we make so many goddamn mistakes?" I ask, moving out from under him and pulling my clothes back on, desperate to be covering my body.

"Hey Lou-

"No! No Daniel this- We can't be doing this," I pant looking for where my shirt is. It's laying right in front of Daniel and as I reach for it, his hand is pulling at my wrist. Him hesitating before saying anything until he comes to realization too.

"You're right," he pauses and lets go, "All we fucking do is mess up and make stupid mistakes."

a/n

ouchieeee but i heard your calling for smut so i delivered (:

double update!!! i know it is short...sorry but the last chapter makes up for it because that was really long. i also wanna say for those reading this later later like not right now but if it is around thanksgiving time then happy thanksgiving!!!!!

here is an announcement i posted on my message board the other day that some of you probably haven't seen due to my lack of followers...imma narcissist okay we get it.

i also have a face reveal book so if you wanna judge me go there tehehe!! it is gonna get unpublished soon though so get on dat!

QUESTION: what is your favorite quote from this book? anything in general that a character has said? i wanna see something...

i love you guys!

hope we umm...sorta enjoyed this chapter ahahha this is also one that i wrote way back in may but i like it!

till the next

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