𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 | billie eilish

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𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 | billie eilish
a book by brokenoceaneyes

love
[luv] noun
a deep, tender, strong feeling of affection toward a person; an intense emotional attachment.

first official chapter published:
• may 30, 2020
• october 1, 2020

paused: june 28 - september 30

last official chapter published:
• may 15, 2021

first of all.. honestly, you don't have to read chapters 003-008. These chapters only provide you with detailed information about Ella, Ella's relationship with her mom, and Billie and Zoe. It's not information you necessarily have to know about, but if you do, it often will make more sense why Ella acts a certain way towards other people etc. In conclusion, decide for yourself whether you want to get a more in-depth explanation about Ella's character or not.

hi there,

i'm back with another book. a few of you might remember me from my other billie fanfiction called 'do you even feel anything'. in july 2019 i started a billie smut book but had it deleted by wattpad in september. it achieved 141k reads, so there's a slight chance given that you know me from that one instead. however, that's nearly impossible by now. if you're totally new to my account: hi, i'm glad you found your way here

each chapter is fully written by me, and the storyline is based off on both true events and made up ones; but especially the latter. i have never met billie or zoe before, therefore i do not want this story to be insulting for them or make them look bad because of certain things that might happen in the book. all the other characters are a hundred percent imaginations. if i ever use pictures to describe their look more exactly, i wish you not to leave any hate or comments such as 'the personality doesn't fit her/him/them' , 'not pretty' or anything remotely close to that. that's why homophobic, transphobic, racist etc. comments will be deleted immediately.

general information about the book:

place/time:
it's going to start in los angeles in august

trigger warnings:
i will not put one at the beginning of a chapter including triggering content. in this case the warnings would be for:
- self-harm
- suicidal thoughts / behavior
- sexual abuse
- verbal abuse
- homophobia
- detailed sex
- panic attacks

!!trigger warning for each chapter!!
(please remember that, it's very important)

point of view:
billie and ...

when i update:
i cannot follow a schedule, so i'd just say
twice a week for now. it could change at any time, though. don't trust me when i say i'll probably update, because then it won't happen.

length of a chapter:
2000 - 2800 words. 3000 at times.

extra details:
billie's music won't play a big role in the story. it'll occur every now then, but it won't affect the storyline too much. there won't be any tours from what i've planned so far. single performances? maybe. 80k followers on instagram. 350k monthly listeners on spotify.

unnecessary info:
• i often write at nighttime, that's why there's a possibility of grammar and spelling mistakes because i'm half asleep. if you're that type of person to correct other ones, go ahead, i won't be bothered by it, it's rather helpful for me.

by the end of this book i'll post a whole playlist of songs i'm going to mention throughout the book.

also, each chapter will have its own song. i'll always put them at the end of the chapters.

i hope y'all will stay with me till the end of this book :)

thank you for your attention and enjoy reading the book,

brokenoceaneyes ⚡️