wedding (M-preg)✔

37.It's okay phee I am with you

Coming from office he was so tired and It was on evening 7:30 Ming still walking on open space of terrace with tears shinning in his eyes.

"Ming"

Hearing the voice Ming halted his walk and turn back to the direction of voice he was staring to Forth figure with wet eyes Forth took quick strides standing near to Ming...

Ming was not blinking he is still thinking is it real or a dream he held his breath as his husband was caressing his cheeks soon in a silent moment he was wrapped in Forth arms he can feel warmth of his husband arms circling his back snuggling him closely whispering in low soft audible voice "weather is cool don't you feel chill?"

Ming turn emotional with tears streaming down his face, all his controlled emotions were flowing at a time "P'Forth do you know it's been 15 days, and now you're talking to me as if nothing happen.."

Hearing Ming little sobs Forth heart clenched he tighten his arms around Ming saying saying "please Ming, don't cry I am so sorry..."

Ming still continued to sob in Forth hug "le..ave..me phee..lea..ve" he is trying to buckle out from the circled arms

"No.. please don't say those words, I can't" Forth sobbing Hugging Ming closer

"phee fucking came to look at me after 15 days ... How many times I ask you....yo.u.. I am I am ..." Ming was sobbing words couldn't come out of his painful throat

Forth hugging Ming near to him without leaving any gap, tears streak down his cheeks "I am sorry, Ming, I am not in a right state of mind!!, I am so sorry forgive me please, I will never do this again"

Ming struggled to get free from Forth hands, he got away from Forth hands yelling "how can phee just listen to Andrew words and kept me away for 15 days now you came to me! for what?" he moan a sob escaping his lips

"Ming, I am sorry, I didn't believe his words.. I am just so confused with the situations not one But many.. please try to understand me" Forth was saying all the way trying to get near to Ming

"All the way I did phee ... I did understand you! What you did? you push me away and said I am digging! Which I never did ph..ee. ..and you did believe blindly what your friend said auh!! I never wantedly went to ask him about you yet you believe him, you accusing me for what!!!!...." Ming was shouting taking his steps back away from Forth, Ming lost his energy to shout except for sobs escaping from his throat he couldn't voice out, his voice drained

Forth took a quick four strides pulling Ming into his arms holding Ming shoulders to face him "Ming, listen to me please, I fucking never believe Andrew words I am just scared about myself and few words slip from my mouth, I am very angry that you went to your house which is very dangerous and I am so worried about me to show you my another face all the things pushed me to edge. . and I am sorry for everything I did, please I cannot leave you, slap me, hit me If you want, I won't leave you I cannot please sweetheart..."

Looking straight at Forth eyes which were sincere and emotional, Ming stared at them all the time Ming is speaking to him his feelings and emotions rushed to his voice "it's been 15 days..., do you even know how I am? how tired I am? I am going to office alone, no morning kiss , no hugs , not feeling confident all day, draining my thoughts, I couldn't concentrate on work which is very new to me, phee trying to avoid me, do you know how hard it is for me? And phee said what I am Bugging and digging at your back this is what phee understand me!!!"

"Then why did you went to that house? I told you it will be dangerous? But you went, is it or not!!!!" Forth slightly pushed and left Ming shoulder, Ming took a step back looking to Forth bursting out of anger