His Ignored Love

Ignored 3

A/N: sorry sa mga typo and grammatical error. Happy reading!

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"Can you tell us something about your husband? Or maybe describe him." Ate Miranda curiously asked. Catya giggled on my side. I can tell she's excited.

I looked at Jaze's side again. His head still bowed down. Ang kaninang malayang kamay ay nasa loob na ng bulsa ng  kaniya pantalon. Hindi niya alam na nakatingin ako sa kaniya pero ang dalawang kasama ay hindi lang seryosong tingin ang iginawad sa akin kun'di matatalim rin.

"Two words," I trailed off.  "Almost perfect."

Napagikhik ang mga tao.

"Almost perfect since nobody is perfect. He has his own imperfection and flaws. And so I am."

Ang kaninang seryosong mukha dahil sa mariing pakikinig sa akin ay napalitan ng malapad na mga ngiti sa labi.

I know what they're thinking.

"You're inlove with your husband even it's just a fixed marriage." Kino concluded or known as agrybite -- his pen name.

I knew it. They really think i'm inlove with my husband, but the truth is... I don't know.

"Maybe?" Kibitbalikat kong sagot.

"Seems that your happy in your married life. Who's your husband?" Arnold asked for the nth time.

Tumingala pa muna ako na waring nag-iisip at hinimas himas ang baba gamit ang kaliwang kamay dahil hawak ng kanan ko ang mikropono. "Well, he's known. Maraming nakakakilala sa kaniya."

"I'm asking for a name," Arnold's lips turned into a thin line. Naniningkit din ang kaniyang mga matang nakatingin sa akin. Mukang naiinis.

Natawa ako sa itsura niya pero binaliwala ko ang sinabi niya. "He's handsome with well toned body and broad shoulders. He has a company to take care off." Every words I say makes people more excited. Hindi na sila mapakali sa kinauupoan even my co-authors. Ate Miranda couldn't take it and pulled a plastic chair and place it at the corner of the long table enough to give her full access of me.

"Mabait na maldito," people laugh. "Umiigting ang panga, ang mukha ay laging seryoso, hindi mo mabasa kung anong tumatakbo sa utak kahit titigan mo ang mga mata buong araw. Also he has this deep hazel brown eyes that I love the most." envy was showing on their eyes. "And he's years older than me." Sa puntong ito ay napasigaw na sila. Syempre, parang fictional character leng eh.

"Yes, I'm inlove with my husband."

"Congrats misstery!" Sigaw ng mga tao.

"Nakakainggit naman! Parang gugustohin ko na ring maikasal!" Komento ng isang taga suporta.

Lumingon ako sa pwesto ni Jaze at nakita ang kaniyang mga matang nanalantay ang pag-asa.

Pag-asa na magiging mabuti ang pagsasama naming dalawa pero simula pa lang dapat hindi na siya umasa dahil hindi naman kami nagsasamang talaga.

We're husband and wife but we're not living in one roof.

When our eyes met, he smiled at me. A genuine one. His eyes is full of mixed emotion that I couldn't name.

Hurt, hope, happy, guilt, etc. I don't know what does his eyes want to tell.

Ito ang problema ko sa mata niya. I love his eyes, that's true. His deep hazel brown eyes but at the same time I hate it. I hate it in the way that I couldn't read it.

For almost two years of being married with Jaze. This is the first time I saw his genuine smile. As much as I want to see and keep that smile, I'm sorry Jaze. I'm not ready yet. Sorry to take back your smile. Sorry.