His Ignored Love

Ignored 18

A/N: sorry sa mga typo and grammatical error. Happy reading!

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Paggising ko kinabukasan ay sakto namang pagpasok ni Jaze sa kwarto at may dalang tray ng pagkain. He smiled as soon as he noticed that I am awake.

Ramdam ko na ngayon ang tuloyang paggaan ng pakiramdam ko dulot ng heart to heart talk namin kagabi. It felt good. It gave me a chance to prove myself that I deserve Jaze, my husband.

After all he have done for me, all his sacrifices, the pain I throw on him, he was still there, loving me nonestop and kept his hold tight and not letting me go even I wanted so bad before. And that I was thankful of the most. Kung binitawan niya ako at nagpadala sa mga pang-uudyok kong bumitaw, hindi ko alam kung nasaan ako ngayon.

After that fulfillment talk, we promised to each other to do everything to make our relationship work. And also to love each other at our very best. Though, I still did not utter the three magic word, we already promise to ourselves of that and sealed it with a kiss. A rough yet passionate kiss.

Thinking about that three words that I haven't told him yet made me asked myself; why? Why I can't told him that three words? It's just three words but however hard I tried to utter those, something is up, that something strange in me that stopping my mouth from letting it to voice out.

Do I really can't? Or I just don't want yet?

But I am happy! I'm happy now… with him! And  my heart is beating loudly and fast for him. I even get jealous and I admit it, then why can't I?

In writing stories, it was easy to tell how to conclude if you're inlove and when to say those three words full of magic of love. Saying your heart is palpitating for someone particular, getting jealous, feel butterflies in your stomach, feel something strange towards the person you can't explain; but in my situation, I felt those things already! Except the last one which I feel that strange I can't explain towards myself, not to him.

Why? That's the biggest question in my head. One word, three words and eight letters yet no answer that I can get.

"Good morning wife," he kissed me.

His husky voice pulled me out of my reverie. "Morning," halata pa'ng kakagising ko lang dahil sa medyo garalgal na boses.

He walked towards the bed where I was still sitted and put down the food. Kumain kami ng sabay sa kama. Sinusuboan niya ako at ganon din ako sa kaniya. It was a sweet gestures for the both of us. We enjoyed our breakfast and let my mind set aside the big question that keeps lingering my mind to not spoil our bond.

"Magbibihis lang ako," sabi ko matapos ang isang oras mula ng kumain kami. Balak kasi naming maligo ngayon sa falls since hindi na kami nakaligo pa kahapon kahit may oras pa sana kami dahil sa kapagoran mula sa enchanted at syempre sa kababalaghang ginawa.

"Want me to change you?." He suggested with a playful grin on his lips.

"No. Baka hindi na tayo makalabas,"

Magsisinungaling ako kung sasabihin ko na ayaw ko sa suhestiyon niya kaya lang baka mag-iba ang planong gawin sa loob. Hindi ko pa rin nakakalimotang ang mainit naming tagpo kahapon nang makarating kami. Baka mag next level ang intimacy naming dalawa, hindi pa ko handa.

"Come on wife, don't you want me to change you?" He said seductively.

I swallowed hard. "I-i can do it myself."

"Are you sure?" Talagang inaakit niya ako dahil nagmukha ng bulong ng sabihin niya iyon at dinilaan ang likod ng tenga ko na agad namang nagpainit sa akin.