Flash Point Family

Chapter 103

i hate you all you do know that right'' i yelled out at the boys and my head Doctor why is he even here i dont even know and i dont care really i just wish i was anywhere but here

''what are oyu even doing here anyway?'' i asked DR Drew
''well that is a good question your parents had a thought that the person who is after you has something to do with when you where locked away in the hosptial for those six moths before you came to see me.'' Drew told me as i was shocked and scared i did not want to talk about the hosptial or mark i just cant bring my self to talk about any of it i stopped trying to get out of Ben hold which was not working anyway instead i just stopped fighting and moved more into his chest and wrapped his arms more around me then what they where i zoned out for a moment there in the woods with all the boys and my Doctor.

''so i take it from your reaction that maybe your parents might be right in there thinking no one here is going to judge you we all been though things that will forever be a part of us and we most learn to deal with it before it takes over are whole life in ways you would have never thought possible.'' i hear Ben tell me from where he was holding me i looked up at him because he never hardly talks since we i meet him he justs gives you strong looks from time to time.

''i am scared i dont want daddy to get hurt because of me i would never forgive my self and neither would my family dispite what people will say.'' i told the boys i did not see that Grandpa had to sat down next to Doctor Drew i had to double take.

''no body is going to hurt my son he would give up his life for the people that he proctects as well as his family he would do anything to keep you guys safe from harm even at the cost of his life.'' Grandpa told me but that did little to ease my worries or concerns

''that  just it i dont want any body dying for me i am not worth it and i dont want to hold that guilt around with me for the rest of my life i just cant do Papa.'' i told my Grandpa with tears in my eyes i guess you really cant keep things burried for to long.

''you are worth it my child do ever think that you are not worth it my Son loves you to the moon and back he loves all his children the same way that he loves you.'' Grandpa told me i smiled  at that thought.

''but he is way more hard on me then he is with John or Alice '' i whiined at the boys and they all gave me the smae look that daddy and mommy give me because they cant stand when i do that.

''this is true because he does not trust any one with you but a select few people and being the way that you are make to a target for people to take advantage of you so he fells the need to see no harm comes to you from other people or your self it is not an easy job taking care of you but he is getting a little better he told a young boy named thomas that when you get back home that he could call you and when the time is right take you on a date that is a big move for my son to do.''

''wait how do you know about thomas how does daddy know about thomas he never meet him wait so he like me like that .'' i said out loud not really caring for a reply back from anyone.

''yes he stopped by the station to talk to your dad man to man that what my son said.'' grandpa said and all the boys laughed ''wow the kids got balls ill give him that '' steven told the group and every one laughed and got quite again.

''i dont know where to start.'' i told the group in a low vocie i dont trust my voice at this time
''its ok lets start with my you got sent there in the first place .'' Drew told me and i looked around at the boys and grandpa they all where nodding there heads in approval to keep going.

''i tried to kill my self that day i took daddy gun i was not drinking my medication that whole week it was before i drank 3 little pills i used to take 1 big one but i thought it was ok to skip and then everything came down all at once i was fighting with john and all my emotion wazs all over the place and i was scared so i ran back into the house and grabbed daddy gun and ran to my parents bed room then they came running after me so i went to the bathroom they where screaming at me and crying so i thought they would be better off without me. buy then i tried to shoot my self and the gun just clicked and that was when daddy ran towards me and snactched me up off the floor and throw me on the bed then mommy grabbed my medichine in a neddle and poked me with it but before i knocked out i saw the look of hurt and scared and angry all at once i will always remeber that look.''

i told the boys and grandpa and drew and every one got quite i was felling funny on the inside and i cant discribe it i was also very hungry ''papa i am hungry '' i told Grandpa

''ok lets go back to camp and get some food in your stomach.'' grandpa told me and everyone got up and Ben had still not let up out of his sight i needed it right now weather i admit it or not.

we all walked towards the truck and we all pilled up and drove back to the campsite once we got back Steven went to the cooler and started making burger it looked good and smelled good as will. ben sat down and sat me down on his lap he was still holding me close to him and eating two burgers so i just decided to eat the food to i ate the burger the fries and pickles along with soda and a banna i was hungry. the boys looked at me and smiled i guess they where happy that i was eating and not staving my self i was happy right now maybe i was getting a little better.

''papa i ate all my food '' i told Grandpa and i got up and took my plate and kissed me on top of me head ''thats good baby you worked up an appite from all that excersise you did with the boys this moring. grandpa told me and i did not think the two was conected it was something to think about

''ow '' i just said
''so tell me how did fell when you got back from the hosptial .?'' Doctor Drew told me
''i was scared i thoguht that something was going to happend to daddy i cried everyt day and when he had to go to work i was not a good person to live with when daddy did get home i was glued to him.'' i replied back i was yawning alot i think i was getting tierd i need a nap right now

''Papa i am tired ''
''i know baby we could take a nap after you answer our questions '' Grandpa told me and i started to huff and puff
''stop your non sense young lady'' ben told me holding me tighther i dont think i want to piss him off
''ok'' i just huffed

''who in the hosptial was messing with you?'' Steven asked me getting just as serious as Ben
''his name was rick and he was mean he had a friend on the inside with him he was an orderly that worked there the both of them where mean his name was tom they where very mean to me.''

''who was rick '' drew asked me
''he was a patent there he said his father was a cop to amd that he would tell his dad to hurt my dad if i didnt do what he said.'' i told drew i saw all the boys looking at one another like they where saying something with out words.

''you did really good today go take a nap ok we will talk more when you wake up'' drew told me
''the hosptial got raided one time and rick thought that i called daddy but i didnt someone else called not me.'' i told drew as ben stod up and let me on the ground while still holding my hand.

''what cops came'' Grandpa asked me
''team six i think i dont really remember.''
''ok baby go take a nap'' Grandpa told me as i walked to the tent i was tierd before i walked in i looked back and saw Grandpa get out the phone and start to diel it i want to take to daddy.

once i went into the tent i went stright to the blow up bed i was tierd and i make a felling it was going to be a long long night

'' can i call daddy when i wake up '' i aksed ben
''yeah you need to take a nap first.'' ben replied to me he did not have to tell me twice i was out like a light