Living With The Billionaire

Wet Wet Wet

*Rocky's POV*

Another day, another awkwardness. I can't take this any longer! Ugh! I mean after that night when Grey kissed me, ginagawa ko lahat ng pag iwas sa kanya.

I am avoiding eye contact, as much as possible hindi ko rin sya kinakausap ng casual. Isang tanong isang sagot lang ako sa kanya. Ginagawa ko nalang ang trabaho ko ng tahimik. Pinag sisilbihan ko sya ng walang imik.

Natatakot kasi ako na baka pag nag usap kami ng matagal, mabring-up pa yung ginawa nya sakin. And I still don't get it! What am I supposed to say or react? Ayoko masabihan na I'm assuming something good or bad about what he did. Jeez. He really have the talent to make everything so awkward and complicated!

Ugh Grey! Why tho?

Part of it makes my tummy filled with butterflies but the other part makes me question everything. Why would he do that out of the blue?

Yes I know Grey is attractive since day 1 I know na maaattract ako sa kanya. But I never expected na bigla nalang sya manghahalik?! What the fudge? I really can't get over it.

And everytime naaalala ko na nakita nya kong nakapanty I SWEAR my whole body will heat up. Feeling ko sasabog ako sa kahihiyan OMG. I can't, I just can't.

Did my looks seduced him? And urge him to kiss me? Pero bakit hindi sa lips? Oh my gosh Rocky shut up this thoughts doesn't help a bit -_- jeez. I'm not even THAT beautiful and I know it. I am not absolutely hot looking like those bitches in the mean girls movie.

My arm is okay now although kumikirot sya paminsan minsan. I dropped by the clinic yesterday and get my arm checked. Amazingly, I am just doing fine in terms of doing my chores. Di ko ineexpect na di ako masyaso mahihirapan sa kaliwang kamay na lagi ko na ginagamit ngayon. But sa klase and if I have to take down notes, I am just taking pictures of my classmates notes. I can't really write on my left arm yet.

I am currently walking down na hallway of my building thinking these stupid thoughts. Aubrey is sick so she can't attend to school today. So wala ako mapag labasan ng saloobin ko. Wala akong human diary ngayon and it messes me up di ako mapakali keeping this all to myself.

I haven't been in contact with Sandro and Gretchen for a while. But the are still able to text me from time to time saying na, medyo busy lang din sila sa restaurant and personal life nila. And I fully understand since I've been in their shoes before. I'm sending them texts also occasionally saying I miss them and jokingly asking them to drop by.

As early as I can umaalis ako ng bahay na hindi nakikita si Grey. And ganun din pag uwi, dapat mauna ako para makapag luto ako ng dinner tapos ay magkukulong na ko sa kwarto at iintayin ko nalang kung may ipapagawa pa sya sakin. Pag sa school naman, hindi na ko nadaan ng cafeteria kasi alam ko na nandun sila lagi. That way, less confrontation ang magaganap.

But you liked it right? Ugh. I DON'T KNOW! Who knows?! Baka pinagtitripan nya lang ako malamang! Or maybe he thinks that he owns me because he pays me well? NO. That's messed up -_-

I sighed quite loudly while walking.

*ding!*

I sat on one of the benches and read the text I got.

"hello princess, san ka now?" -Lukey Lukey

I smiled at the nickname. Since the other day, Luke and I exchanged numbers and we became instant textmates. I also have the numbers of Calum and Sebastian already.

I don't know if this is okay to my boss but I think there's nothing wrong naman. But knowing Grey... ugh no comment. Lahat naman ikinakagalit nya.

"PT building ako, why?" I texted back