The Vampire Diaries Lonely

Ch. 60 "Nightmares of the past"

                                                                Kylie POV

                                     Nightmare 

I laid on the cold cement of the cell beaten and covered in blood cuts not healing dirty, shaking from the cold, 

the footsteps echoed through the halls as I held my knees close to my chest as I laid on my side in the corner of the cell, 

the door creaked open, I kept my eyes on the ground not looking up, 

"Well Kylie how are we doing today?" my so called stepfather's voice said 

I didn't answer I was hoping for one thing death I wanted to die all the things this man has done to me I just wanted him to end it, 

He grabbed my face to look at him 

"Answer me when I'm talking to you!" He said 

"Why don't you just kill me....." I said weakly 

"And show you kindness, no I prefer you to suffer," He said with a smirk 

he picked up a metal poker for a fire place, 

"Now get ready," He said and swung down hard

                                End Nightmare

I gasped awake, sweat covering my body, having trouble catching my breath, 

"Breathe, just a dream," I whispered to myself, 

I looked around I'm in my room at Klaus's house, He must have carried me here since I ended up spilling almost everything to him last night, 

I got up making my way to my bathroom and showered, the warm water running down my body and face, 

I know Klaus was trying to say something yesterday I have a hunch on what I mean it doesn't take a rocket scientist I thought, 

I get dressed brushing my teeth, then brushing all the knots out of my hair, 

I look around opening the window, jumping into a tree climbing on the roof of the house leaning against the chimney my ankles crossed and arms crossed, looking up at the stars, ironically enough the moon and stars always gave me some sort of comfort, especially when I felt so alone, I thought 

As I looked up at the sky, I let my thoughts spiral 

Honestly I don't know what to think about this at all, I mean Klaus Mikalson is my biological father, That make's Kol and Elijah my Uncles and Rebekah my Aunt, 

But I don't know how to feel about this I mean I've been on my own for so long, I've been on the run for so long I don't know what it's like to be apart of a family of this, of something bigger, I thought

But do they even want me here? I thought as I felt a tear fall I wiped it away I mean I killed my own mother and I'm being chased by that monster of a step Father that I called father for years, I thought 

I put my hands on my face, 

"What do I do..." I mumbled 

"Perhaps for starts you can come down from there," I heard a familiar voice I looked down to see Elijah, 

I jumped from the roof to the tree, 

"Kyle please do be careful," He said 

I jumped down tree branch to tree branch till I'm on the ground right in front of him, 

"Kylie what on earth are you doing up at this hour?" He asked 

I just shrugged stuffing my hands in my hoodie pocket, 

"I just couldn't sleep," I said 

"Ah so Niklaus told you," He said 

I shook my head, 

"No, but he didn't have to, after his story I kinda put two and two together," I said 

He nodded 

"Why don't we go for a walk," He said 

I nodded 

"Is this what is keeping you up tonight?" He asked 

I just shook my head no, 

"Then what is troubling you?" He asked 

"My past," I said 

"You hardly mention it, is there a reason," He asked 

"It's not something I prefer to remember, I try very hard to block it out, but it always finds away to creep up on me," I said as we walked 

"The mind is a very delicate thing you can't just block out what you want," He said 

I nodded 

"I just wish I could," I said 

Elijah looks at his phone, 

"I think it's best we get back, Niklaus will be quite worried if he finds out you're gone," He said 

I chuckled nodding 

we arrive back once inside we see Klaus with his arms crossed and not looking very happy 

"Where were you?" Klaus asked 

Oh boy I thought