Competition in your heart! [YiZhan/ZhanYi FF]✔️

-15- A small chance

-15- A small chance

When I woke up, I was still holding Zhan in my arms. He put his chin on my chest and smiled at me. I pulled him higher towards me and kissed him. "Good morning. I finally wake up and you're not gone." I say and kiss him again.

Unfortunately we could not use this romantic moment for a long time and had to get ready. After we fell asleep on the sofa, we didn't set an alarm clock and with a look at the clock, we got a fright. Because in less than ninety minutes the camera team will be here.

As soon as possible we cleaned everything up and then went to take showers one after the other. We even managed to make ourselves a coffee and a sandwich before the camera team arrived.

Punctually they stood in front of the door and rang the bell. We went to the door together, but before Zhan could open it, I pulled his head closer to me again and gave him a kiss. I just can't keep my fingers off him, well, more like my lips, but my fingers would like to touch him all the time.

With a red face, Zhan opened the door and let the team in. First they discussed what they wanted to shoot. Our rehearsals, how we talk and get to know each other better and then maybe a little walk to show the audience where we spend our week.

"We'll record you during rehearsal, but the audience won't get to hear the song. We don't want it to be known in advance what your song is." One of them explained and then also said that they would cover up some melody, so that the melody and the text would still be secret.

They also told us that they wouldn't be back until Wednesday and only to film us in the studio when the song is recorded. Then they would disappear again.

Obviously with so many duos spread all over the place they didn't calculate that they would hardly have time to film us more in our everyday life. This is now up to us and on Thursday we have to send our video material to the studio. They pick out the best and publish it.

Oh yeah, for me it means I can have Zhan even more for me. And I don't have to pretend for four hours every day that he and I are not so familiar.

Last night, right before we fell asleep, Zhan told me that he wanted to use the time with me. We talked for a while and he also told me what his manager said to him and what his biggest fears were.

He likes to have the people he cares about, the people he carries in his heart, around him and so close, or at least close enough that he can get there by car. He never wanted to have a relationship at a distance.

Because he is also afraid that exactly this distance will cause a separation and that you will break up. And in the end nothing remains but bitter memories and two broken hearts.

When he told me about his other concerns, namely that someone like us with our background can never have a real relationship, can never have real dates, I knew he was right. And yet, I can't and won't give up on him.

Maybe we can find a way for us to be together. I really hope so, and I wish we could. At least now there's a small chance. Because Zhan said he wanted to spend time with me and enjoy it with me.

The team has set up the rehearsal room and set up the cameras and lighting and we're ready to go. We sing the song twice, then a third time and a fourth time and wonder how much footage they need of us rehearsing?

Zhan pulls on the sleeve of my sweater and points to the assistant of one of the cameramen. She has tears in her eyes. And only now do I realize that the camera crew was so busy staring at us that they completely forgot why they were here.

"Um, excuse me, but do we need more footage of the rehearsal?" I'm asking to remind the team what they came here for.

And very slowly the six of them come to their senses and smile embarrassed. "It's amazing how well this song fits you guys. I was completely under its spell." Explains the whining assistant.

After the rehearsals, we went back to the living room where they filmed us asking each other questions. So I asked Zhan the question, what elementary school did you go to? He said, "I went to Yunmeng Elementary School and then to Lan High School."

Something inside of me was knocking very deep in my brain when I heard Yunmeng Elementary School, but I could not grasp it. So I asked him, "Are you planning to study?"

Zhan nodded and said, "I've been studying at Ming De University in Guizhou for a few months." I stared at Zhan with big eyes. Because even I know that this school is excellent and doesn't accept everyone.

"And what exactly do you study there?" I ask him.

"Biotechnology. Before I wanted to do something in the field of art and design, but they don't offer that there. So now I'm following in my parents' footsteps and studying biotechnology." Replies Zhan proudly and I am truly amazed.

Zhan was asking me things that were widely known, but since he didn't know me before, my answers were new to him. "When was the first time you stood on a stage?" He asked.

"I made my debut at fourteen." I said so and he nodded. It's hard to tell whether he thinks that's good or bad.

"What other activities besides your music career do you pursue?"

"Skateboarding, motorcycle racing, and various other things."

A cameraman tells Zhan he should ask me more personal questions. But Zhan just looked at him grimly and shook his head. "If he wanted to reveal more personal stuff about him, he probably would have told it on his own." He said to him and he amazed me again. He obviously has a very strong protective instinct.

"If you want to relax, what do you do?" Zhan asks me and I thought for a moment. I rarely relaxed, and I could hardly tell them how I liked to cuddle up with Zhan and kiss him.

So I said, "Play games on my mobile. Watch movies or sleep."

Well, this forced "we get to know each other better" didn't work so well. Since neither Zhan nor I wanted to ask questions. It would probably be much better if we did it in private.

After the question and answer game we went outside and let ourselves be filmed walking along a path and talking about the upcoming show.

Word and almost silently the cameras followed us and we walked along the same path as the day before. We came to the border of the forest and were so engrossed in our conversation about our songs that we didn't even notice how we approached the dead animal.

It was only when Zhan suddenly took a step back and clung to me that I realized we had found the dead animal that we had been trying to avoid the day before. A small deer was lying there and the sight was just horrible.

A cameraman held his camera for a moment on it and then left immediately. While Zhan was still clinging to me and clutching on. I hugged him and stroked his back. I didn't care about the camera that was pointed directly at us.

We stood like this for a few minutes until I took Zhan by the wrist and we walked away from there. "I'm sure it was still very young." Said Zhan in a trembling voice.

"Maybe it was sick" I say and don't believe it myself, because the animal looked more like it had been hit by a car and then put down there.

Slowly we went back to the house and passed the group of trees again. I looked over there and to the tree where Zhan and I kissed and grinned. Zhan followed my gaze and also looked at me with a smirk.

Back at the house, the camera team said goodbye to us and we waited until they had left, before we went inside. Zhan came through the door after me, I closed it and pressed him against the door and kissed him. "Finally they're gone." I whisper and lift Zhan up and carry him to the sofa where I lay him down on it and lie down on top of him.