Competition in your heart! [YiZhan/ZhanYi FF]✔️

-21- Monday, I hate you!

-21- Monday, I hate you!

ZHAN'S POV

Monday had only started for us around noon. Luckily the production did not give us a time for today, otherwise we would have failed miserably.

I thought that we would have to rearrange ourselves now, with two more people in the house. But I had no idea how stressful it would be.

It all started when we had to wait in line in front of the bathroom. I don't know why, but Seungyoun needed more than half an hour to shower and brush his teeth. And since he got to the bathroom first, we three others had to wait.

After almost two hours we were all downstairs in the living room. Well, not everybody. Because I was standing in the kitchen and prepared something for everybody to eat. I also prepared some snacks that we wanted to take with us for fishing.

Oh yes, the production wrote an e-mail. In it they wrote us that we should do the challenges now in fours instead of two as planned. Well, I figured, lots of hands, quick finish. So for now I thought it was good.

After dinner we went to the shed, so actually, just Wooseok and me. Because Seungyoun and Yibo stood in front of the shed and muttered about the live bait.

Arriving at the river I thought, hey luckily there were exactly enough rods and bait so we could all join in. But I hadn't expected Yibo and Seungyoun's fear.

While the two of them ran away from the worms screaming like two little girls as if they were about to jump on them and swallow them at any moment. It was up to Wooseok and me to put the bait on the rod and throw out the hooks.

And only then did they come closer again. At least until Wooseok had the great idea to take a worm and hunt Seungyoun with it. Meanwhile, Yibo hid behind me until he saw the box of worms standing next to me, jumped back in shock and crashed right into Seungyoun.

And so the two of them lay on the ground. Seungyoun was on the bottom and Yibo on top of him and as if that wasn't enough, the two of them clasped each other and didn't let go of each other for a while.

When they finally got up from their lying position I thought, well, now the fishing can really start. But instead, Seungyoun and Yibo sat far away from the rods where I was sitting.

Wooseok was suddenly not well and the other two brought him back upstairs to the hut. I was suddenly all alone down there on the river with four rods and waited and waited, but no one came back.

Fortunately at least the fish paid attention to me. Or at least to my baits, and so I caught seven big fish. But I threw them back into the water right away, because Yibo had told me clearly beforehand that he didn't want to kill any fish and then have them on his plate.

In the late afternoon, when the sun had moved on, it got quite fresh and I decided to pack everything up and return to the hut. And while I became more and more angry because the three of them left me alone, I noticed that the camera was still there and running all the time.

Packed with four buckets, four rods and the rest of the bait and the snacks that nobody had eaten in the end, I made my way back to the hut. I walked diagonally up the path, pissed off and tired, on and on until I reached the top.

I brought everything to the shed and then went to the hut. I opened the door and the three of them looked at me from the sofa, terrified. They sat comfortably in front of the fireplace and ate something together that they had cooked.

Angrily I hung up my jacket, took off my shoes and went straight upstairs. While Yibo was saying "ZhanZhan, I'm sorry." running after me.

I went into the bedroom, took a pillow and a blanket and handed it to Yibo when he had also arrived in the bedroom. "You are not sleeping here tonight. Or wait. You three are getting along so great, that you forgot about me. You're all three sleeping up here tonight and I'm sleeping downstairs." I said, boiling with rage inside.

Yibo wanted to hug me and apologize, but I didn't let him do it. "I'm really sorry, ZhanZhan." Yibo whined.

"You know what? I hate you! I don't need this shit." I said, pushing the camera into his hand, and added, "You three should film each other in your harmony."

I can't remember ever being this angry. And because Yibo just wouldn't leave me alone, I changed my clothes, took my wallet, went downstairs, put on my jacket and shoes and then went outside to the shed.

Luckily, there would still be about two hours of daylight, I thought and took one of the two bikes out of the shed. On the other one I let the air off the wheels, just so Yibo couldn't follow me.

And then I got on the bike and started riding. Yibo yelled after me, but I didn't want to see him right now. I had been so angry and so disappointed that I needed a break at least for today.

So I drove and drove on and on until I reached a small village. It was already dark then and I was freezing like crazy. Fortunately I found a small cozy inn and could even book a room for the night there.

After I ate and drank something, I went to my room slightly drunk and let myself fall into bed. But I just could not fall asleep. Even though I was angry, I missed Yibo.

To calm down and to get the cold out of my body, I went into the bathroom and let hot water into the bathtub.

After a long hot bath, my anger was mostly gone and I fell asleep almost immediately after I got back into bed.

I was cuddled up in the blanket, it was warm and I dreamed something nice. Relaxed I woke up and almost had a heart attack when I turned around and saw Yibo lying beside me.

I jumped out of bed hastily, patted myself on my cheeks to see if I was really awake and then Yibo opened his eyes. "I told you, I'm never letting you go again." He explained it to me and I could only laugh.

"I guess it's true. You won't let me go. You just forget about me when you're with your friends. It's so much better."

Yibo crawled out of bed and hissed as he stepped on his feet. Had he walked all the way here?

Like a foot-sick old man, Yibo came up to me, took me in his arms and asked me to apologize again. "ZhanZhan, I'm really sorry. I wasn't thinking. Wooseok had a stomach ache and I thought, in case we had to call a doctor and because of the signaling problem with our cell phones, that I'd better stay there. If I have to go call a doctor so Seungyoun can stay with Wooseok. Especially since he doesn't know the place where there's some signal either."

"You can tell that to anyone you want. It would've only taken a moment to let me know. To get me and help me with all this stuff. But instead you sat quietly on the sofa in front of the fireplace and even found time to cook. While I, the idiot, did our job by myself."

"I can't say more than I'm sorry. And I really am. ZhanZhan, I love you and I just haven't thought about it. Do you hear me? I love you! I don "t want to lose you. Please don't do this."

And there it was. The first time he said I love you, without drinking and whispering it to me while he thought I was asleep.

I know I should be pissed and make him the hell hot. But when he said those three words to me in tears, I wasn't angry anymore. I couldn't be angry anymore.

"I'll never do this again, Zhan, I promise you. Please do not break up with me. Because I can't lose you, I love you too much. I can't bear it. For two years I've been in love with you, and now that we're finally together, I can't lose you."

Wow, that was intense! And it was new! He's been in love with me for two years?

I wanted to say something, or ask questions. But it slipped away when he held me tight and kissed me. As he released the kiss, he looked deep into my eyes and said, "Xiao Zhan, I love you!"