(Magnus Haven #2) Bad Life, Bad Love (COMPLETED)

Chapter 17

Throughout the whole vacation, I know I should be happy because he's with me but all I did was to check on him, check what he's doing or check wherever he is. I tried reminding myself that I'm doing this for me, I can't fathom the idea of him losing away from me.

Pagkabalik ng Manila, I became more aggressive to him. He won't celebrate New Year with me since Tita Sier and his papa came home. It was their family's decision to go somewhere just by themselves.

It's heartbreaking because I want to be with him when a new year comes to our life. But I can't break what Tita Sier and her husband said.

One day before he'll go without me, I talked to him. Sinasamaan ko ng tingin ang mga nakikita kong tumitingin kay Rajih habang naglalakad kami papasok sa mall.

Can't they keep their eyes to theirselves?! Mga pakialamera! "Frey.."

"Give me all of your accounts.." I offered my palm in front of me, like I'm just asking for a piece of fries. His brows shot up because of shocked. "I won't be with you, hindi kita machecheck kung may ginagawa ka bang hindi maganda."

I'm only doing this to make sure. I love Rajih. I love our relationship. I don't want it to be ruined. Ayoko ja uli maiwang talunan. Ayoko na maiwang luhaan.

So I'm doing everything to protect this relationship.

"You don't need to.. Hindi naman ako nagloloko.."

"Kahit na. It's better to make sure than never." Pinagpag ko ang palad at mas lalong hiningi ang account niya.

"Frey naman.."

"Mag-aaway talaga tayo kapag hindi mo pa rin binigay." I rolled my eyes. Can't he just understand me? Alam naman niya ang kuwento ko, dapat naiintindihan niya ako sa ginagawa ko!

"Rajih Mendoza." I said in disbelief. He let out a big sigh before lending me his accounts.

The next days were blur. Bukod sa wala si Rajih sa tabi ko, no one will sing on me. He used to sing me songs I like everytime we don't have anything to do. Hindi na kasi ako nakakapanood ng gig nila dahil na rin busy ako sa work. Usually ay gabi ang gig nila, hindi ko na kaya dahil pagod na ako.

No matter how I like to be with them, I can't. And he's telling me that it's okay for me to not attend if I can't do it.

"How do you know kung sino mga hina-heart dito sa Instagram." I made Roni look at my phone. Sumali na si Juno at tinignan iyon.

Nandito kami sa loob ng taxi at tabi-tabi kami lahat sa likod. Ako ang nasa left window habang si Juno ang isa. Roni is in the middle of us.

"Huh?" Inulit ko ang tanong ko sa kanila. Gusto kong malaman mga activity ni Rajih sa Instagram. Marami siyang babaeng fino-follow and I want to know how to see his likes.

"Kay Rajih ba iyan?" Gulat na angil ni Juno.

I sheepishly nod my head, "I asked for his account while he's away."

Their mouth went agape. I raised my brows, "Bakit mo naman hiningi?"

"Just to make sure?" I sit up straight. "Masama ba?"

Nakita ko sa peripheral ko na nagkatinginan sila. They always do that everytime I'm around. I tried to know what's with it but I always ending up failed.

"Pero paano nga? I want to see kung sino mga pinupusuan ng boyfriend ko." Inabot ko kay Roni ang phone ko.

They looked into it and decided to give it back to me. "It's not Facebook, Frey. Walang activity log diyan na makikita mo kung ano mga ginawa 'nung may-ari ng account."