Dear, why am I even writing this?
I had gone to Mats' and explained everything.
He almost killed me (literally, because he had been making dinner for him and Éleanor and he was chopping some carrots well, let's just say a knife was almost thrown toward me)
Luckily Élle was there to help me.
She gave me advices that I found more useful than the guys' advice.
(Explains a lot since she's a woman)
She calmed me down when I was throwing tantrum at everything,
She told me that it was normal for a guy to be in the same exact situation as mine.
I had calmed to that.
I'm glad I had gone to Mats' (though almost got killed).
Now I have gathered up all of my courage hidden behind my coward self and going to apologize.
And not going to kiss her once more because I know it's hurting her.
Yes. I can do it.
E.D
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Special Someone (Erik Durm)
FanfictionSome people have a way of brightening someone's day, and it's with little things that mean so much. There is a phone call at just the right time, a hug when it is needed, or a comforting word of encouragement.