The One That Got Away (GIRLXGIRL)

Chapter Nine

Jaycey's POV

I was inlove with her. I had my feelings hung up on a piece of thread and I was attempting to risk it all because I was inlove with her. Here I was, staring deep in her eyes and their softness reminded me of how passionate she'd been when we made love. Here I was willing to give everything for her but not knowing if she wanted to do the same. If she was willing give it her all clearly knowing there were chances of losing everything if she dared to take that risk.

It didn't matter to me anymore that she was with somebody else. What if I was the one for her and Samantha was just a passing phase. After only being intimate with her once, my feelings were beginning to revolve around Isabelle Anderson. And I couldn't help but fall even harder every time her brown eyes fell on me.

"What's wrong Jaycey?"

"Nothing!" I half-yelled, avoiding her intense stare. If she continued looking in my eyes I was afraid she would see right through me. I was afraid she would end up being aware of the depth of my sudden obsession with her.

"Nothing?" she repeated, her eyes holding a million questions that I was sure she needed answers to. I was mad. I was angry because I wanted what Samantha had. Because I felt like Belle was what I was waiting for all my life. Because why not.

"What is it that she has that I don't?" I questioned, feeling the green eyed monster continue to claw at my whole body. I needed to know.

"What the fuck are you talking about?" she answered back with a question of her own. She seemed lost and confused and I couldn't blame her. Maybe I was the one being too much, maybe I was jumping the gun, or maybe she was just being oblivious, maybe she knew that deep down something had changed and we were now --- lovers?

"I have questions Belle, so many questions, there are messing with my head and you're not making it any better."

"What did I do?" her hands grabbed mine, "You're the one who up and left all of a sudden. Talk to me, please."

"I'm, I, I'm inlove wi---"

Her soft lips cut me off, closing the gap inbetween us. She pushed me inside one of the cubicles and closed the small door still with my lips captured by hers. It wasn't what I wanted, it's what I needed. I wondered if she felt the same way too. If she needed me as much as I needed her.

I moaned in her mouth. Forgetting the world outside, forgetting Maggie, forgetting Sam and forgetting myself. All that mattered was the feelings my body was experiencing, the summersaults my heart was making, the warm fuzzy feeling I was getting down in my core.

"I'll give you what you want," she whispered, "But let's keep it quiet."

I moaned with everytime she flipped her tongue on my folds. The toilet sit was down, with me on top, legs spread wide open and Belle inbetween doing wonders to my clit. Her hand moved up to cover my mouth whilst the other was satisfying me along with her tongue. We were both getting carried away and there was no stopping now.

"Belle I'm close, I'm gonna cum."

"Cum baby, cum for me," she groaned, her voice so husky that it was the icing to the cake and I let my flood gates open.

"Kiss me," I whispered, pulling her face to me.

"No, wait."

"What?"

"Did you hear that?" she asked. I listened carefully and I heard someone mumble something and then slam the door shut.

"Shit!" I murmur-yelled, pulling up my jeans with panic, "You didn't lock the fuckin' door."

"I didn't know we would have sex in the damn cubicle Jaycey fuck."

"What if it's one of them, oh my god we're doomed," I said face-palming myself. Feeling regret cloud every ounce of me. Maybe I did care about Maggie and about Sam after all.

"We might as well go right now and face whatever comes our way."

"I guess you're right, holy shit I should stop cussing and calm down," I said opening the door and stepping out, unsure if I really wanted to. Belle followed me and we both made our way back to the people we'd left in the diner to go fuck in the bathroom and unfortunately get caught.

***

I sat in Maggie's passenger seat as we headed back to my apartment. When Belle and I went back to our sits in the diner, we found both Maggie and Samantha having the time of their lives. They both seemed normal and till we left none of them said anything that might have suggested that they saw something. But now, ever since she'd started driving, Maggie hadn't spoken a word which caused my blood to run cold and my nerves to run a marathon. I stared at her and wondered why she was so quiet.

"Remember when I promised to sleepover at your place one day?" I asked, removing a strand of hair that was flying around infront of her face and tucking it behind her ear.

"Yeah," she deadpanned, facing me for a few seconds but forgetting to smile.

"I was thinking maybe we could make it today. I kinda realised how much I miss you and work's just not the same without you and we have to really talk about what happened the day you came to my apartment drunk."

"Work?"

"Come on Maggie you know what I mean and stop with the cold expression on your face, it doesn't suit you," I rolled my eyes.

"If you don't like how I look then look aside. I don't care anyways. We're here."

"Wow, okay what did I do? I thought we were okay now."

"Nothing, just --- forget about it."

"How am I supposed to forget about it?"

"Fine! You wanna know what you did? You're breaking my heart, that's what's killing me," she said, not even making eye contact with me. I put my hand under her chin and made her look at me. Her eyes were glazed with tears and I suddenly felt my heart shatter. Was she the one who saw me having sex with Belle? Did she really love me that much? What was I doing to her?

"Just go Jaycey, I can't stand you right now," she broke down, hurriedly wiping away the tears that were now streaming down her cheeks.

"I can't, you need me."

"See, that's it," she sniffled, "I need you but you don't need me. I wanted us to go out, talk or whatever and you invited her along."

"Maggie ---"

"Don't say anything, just get out of my car. I don't wanna talk to you right now."

"Okay," I whispered, taking one last glance at her then getting out of the car. As soon as I came out she instantly drove off and I knew that something was going on because this wasn't the Maggie that I knew. But, what was it?