Why Me!? || Kth✓

CHAPTER SIXTEEN

- forget?

This time you don't even want to look at anyone. You continuously sobbed and looked outside the window.

The car moved smoothly on the road and no one spoke a word. Jin only kept glancing at your shaking figure, "Y/n. It won't be that scary"

He finally says in an attempt to make you calm, "Yeah. You would love to see me laying there with my brain cut in half. If you had so much problem with me just tell me to leave. Why do you want to do this to me!?" You asked, glaring at him while tears ran down your cheeks.

Jin was shocked because he didn't expected the sudden outburst, "Calm down. I don't have problems with you-"

Jin's words are trailed off as you suddenly hug him tightly, "I'm sorry, I didn't meant that" you spoke and he patted your head, "It's okay, I'm not hurt"

You were really sorry for yelling at him like that, you would never even think about talking to him in such a way but maybe because you were frustrated and muddled up from all these stressful thoughts, you couldn't control yourself.

Not soon, you are being dragged in the hospital but you sigh in relief after knowing that you were late and the doctor got busy in treating another emergency patient.

You tug yourself comfortably into Yumi's embrace and wonder how would you even stay calm. "Yumi? Will they shave my head?"

You asked again, "No. They will only shave the region where they will cut. And the hairs will grow back again!"

"Why do they have to cut?"

"That's the only way they can remove the tumor right?" She says while you shook your head, "I don't think i can do this. I reall can't."

You said and sniffed again, "Yah. You started crying again! Let's go. We should go to some refreshing place. Here you keep thinking about that."

Yumi says and starts to drag you with her, she leads you to a garden where children are playing and people are walking here and there.

Both of you sit on the bench and you finally feel a little relaxed. After a while, yumi got a call and she left you alone with your thoughts.

What if the surgery fails?
What if they forget to give you anaesthesia and they start to cut, and you feel the pain? Wide awake?
What if they mistakenly cut too deep?
Or what if the blood doesn't stop flowing?
Or what if you can't survive afterwards?

These thoughts were messing up your mind, and on top of that a kid had to cry on top his lungs infront of you.

You looked at the boy and saw the nurses trying to inject him.

Why do they have to do this in the garden!?

Right infront of you!?

"That's exactly how you cried before."
You heard Taehyung's voice and you look to the left to see him sitting beside you, wearing a black mask and a black cap.

"Liar. I didn't cried like that. I only cried a bit." You spoke with an angry pout.

"A river would form from the amount of tears you flowed and you sounded like a dying duck."