CHAPTER FIFTY FOUR

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- Mark me yours.

You sighed boredly while changing the channels on your smart Tv, it's been two days since Taehyung is quarantined.

You clearly miss him a lot and somehow an unknown anxious feeling takes over you whenever you over think, he must be fine right? What is he doing in this moment? Is he eating properly? Is he missing you too? Is he also longing for your touch the way you are rightnow? You want to meet him. Look in his hypnotizing oceanic eyes in reality rather than through a screen.

You know he is suffering there all alone and it aches your heart everytime you video call him, the poor man tries hard to control his cough and you can clearly see how sick he is, how could he be so careless? He made you get vaccinated acting all strict and lecturing. And when it was about his health, he acted so careless. You curse yourself for not looking out for him the way he does for you.

For the first time in your life, you want to be better for him, to be a partner he could rely on. Someone who could be trusted, you are slowly accepting the fact that he is now everything to you and the world doesn't feel so unknown when he is around.

Even when he isn't with you at this moment, his care and concern are giving you a sense of relief, that no matter what, he will be there with you.

That he won't leave you.

But a part of you fears that what if you forgot him? What if you suddenly wake up and not remember anything again?

Your mind refuses to even imagine the scenario in your head.

Getting up from your bed, you slowly walk towards the drawer and take out a diary.

"I will store every moment of us within these pages....the evidence of our love...the memories of our heartful moments together... your unconditional love, your care, your everything... I must not forget you ever Taehyung." You spoke lowly, opening the diary and smiling softly.

Y/n's diary entry,

Month of April,

Taehyung was quarantined for whole two weeks and and I have missed him with every fiber of my body, without him it was suffocating. I realised how much I needed him beside me.

I realised that only he held the power to calm my writhing heart.

We both cried together after seeing each other, I again melted in his warm embrace.

He makes me experience the feelings I didn't even knew existed, this new world which once haunted me, seems friendlier in his presence.

I want to be with him forever.

He feels like a magical dream and even if I'm really just dreaming, I never want to wake up.

I want to be his forever.

Month of May,

Yayyy!

We finally shifted to u.s. and it's pretty good here!

The House is good! And the people are surprisingly supportive, I have a little difficulty with my English skills but it feels more free here.

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