PAINFUL LOVE (on hold)

RAIN

Seoul..am I actually going there? Will I seriously take this monster step to live a life on my own, without my mother?
My goodness! Have I gone mad??

You were constantly thinking about your decision. Though you had suffered a lot of pain and curses, but you still loved your mother. She was harsh towards you but she was your mother!

On the other hand, you getting almost raped by your stepfather wasn't something to be taken lightly. If he couldn't succeed then he might try another time as well and you can't deny the fact that he is really competitive and unforgiving!

"I have to go. There isn't any other way to uncage myself." You murmured to yourself.

You changed your place and plopped down on your comfortable and luxurious couch. Switching off the television, you took out your large headphones and started listening to your favourite kpop songs.

Playlist wasn't completely occupied with kpop only, you had given your heart to the magnificent OST of the popular korean dramas as well.

Music to you wasn't just singers singing or the rythm dancing on the beguiling voices, but it was an enticing way to escape the difficulties and stresses of life. You felt your soul pious and your brain cleansed. Somehow you couldn't content yourself from enjoying music, even if you go on for a full day.

"Oh myyy!! It's raining!" You exclaimed.

You got up and ran towards your window, opening it and feeling the pleasure touching your very soul. You were a pluviophile. Rain was just like music, calming you senses.

"My current situation is a sad one and it's raining! What can be better than an OST?" you murmured.

Then without any delay you started the song 'It's beautiful life (goblin)' .

Drowning into the song you didn't realised that your eyes were closed and you were inhaling the aroma that was generated when the rain combined with the soil. The atmosphere had turned dark and strange, yet the rainfall nullified all the negativity.

You were really happy about your mood and the weather but unfortunately you didn't heard your mother calling out for you.

"Y/N!! What the hell are you doing? Avoiding me and my voice? Come out you little jerk." your mother screamed.

But you had your headphones over your ears, cutting down the chaos of the world. You didn't knew that your mother was fuming up with anger. She was banging your door constantly but all in vain. Soon she stopped and went down.

But it wasn't all, she still hadn't gave up. Your mother came back after few minutes with a spare key and opened your door.

She saw you standing near the window with your headphones.

"Y/N!" she called you once more and again you didn't acknowledged her presence.

She heaved a sigh and came to you, pulled out your headphones and threw them on the floor, very harshly.

You were astonished to see her standing in front of you, in your room. You didn't care about the device which was lying on the floor but you sensed something wrong and felt your lips trembling.

"Mom! What happened? Why are you-"
You were about to complete your sentence but your felt her hand tightly around your left cheek, leaving a dark red mark.

Yeah! She slapped you and tears were already dropping down from your eyes. You hand was against the slap that she gave you and lips locked to avoid your scared voice.

She didn't stop but gave you another blow on your stomach which made your back touch with the wall. It was quite painful but you didn't utter a word.

"Bloody pest!!! I've been calling you but this jerk isn't available to attend me."

You wanted to protest but you didn't do it at first.

"Who the hell are you to ignore me?? Ha??? Am I fucking invisible for you?"
she continued her rant.

"You ain't invisible mom, I am. Maybe you don't consider me anything. I am a mere toy for you to take out your anger on. I was listening to music so how do you expect me to know about your presence?"

"Are you talking back to me?"

"Yes I'm. What do you think I'm doing? Talking to myself? You are my mom, you should be completely opposite of your character. Sometimes I just feel that I shouldn't have been born as you daughter."

"Let you dad come home, he will teach you the manners!"

"How can a mannerless person teach me manners?" you said.

"Are you insane! Don't you have any respect for you elders. Talking nonsense is your habit right you b-"

"A stepfather or whatever, if he tries to rape me then I don't think he deserves any respect. And mind one thing mom, respect isn't earned by age, but by deeds."

You boldly said and for the first time in your life you made your mother speechless. Maybe this was the consequence of knowing about your departure from the states.

You didn't feel amazing as you were a bit disrespectful towards your mother but still there was a feeling of joy and of winning against the crime that you were facing.

You then saw your headphones on the floor, and you cried again upon realising that one speaker was destroyed by the harsh blow with floor.

You paid your condolences and kept those broken headphones inside your wardrobe.

"My headphones are gone and so is my mood!"

Seeing the weather outside turning sunny again, you really felt down. Then you took a glance at the wall clock and saw that the school was about to get over and Rose might be willing to come to you before going her home.

"Let's get back to normal Y/N, you don't want to upset Rose right!"

You went inside your bathroom and washed your face with the cold running water. But your swollen eyes were an issue.

You remembered one scene from the drama 'Suspicious Partner' where Eu Bong Hee used the cold spoons to get rid of the swollen eyes.

You did the same and were happy with the instant result. You laughed at yourself and planned to tell rose about this remedy.
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"Ya Jin, wake up." Suga said.

"Is it morning already?"

"Yes it is and we need to talk with the doctor."

Seokjin's eyes shot open and he realised that they were in the hospital.

"Oh yes! I just...let's go"

Both of them went to the doctor and asked about Jungkook's status.

"He is fine but still in a sound sleep as we gave him some medicines so that he can rest peacefully for the time being."

"Good to hear this. And what about the other patient?"

"Yess..I got his reports and h..he
The doctor was resisting to say it but somehow spoke.
"He is in coma"

Both Suga and Seokjin mouths got wide open as they were not able to believe it.

"He is in coma and we can't say how much recovering time he needs."

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Anneyongaseo armies💜💜
I hope you all are doing great and taking care of yourselves in this pandemic period🙏

About the song that I mentioned, I guess you must have heard it and if not then I really want u to listen to it once as it's really beautiful. Try listening to it while Y/N is expressing her happy thoughts😅😅

The second one ie the scene from suspicious partner 😂😂 damm i love that serial and specially Ji Chang Wook😍😍

I'm also a Pluviophile and these thoughts are my own. All the feelings I've written for Y/N, i feel it. Rain and music are my best companion❤

Ohkyy thenn, take care💜💜

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