PAINFUL LOVE (on hold)

KNOWING

Many days had elapsed and everyone was busy finding your real mother. Though you weren't sure whether she is still alive but nobody was letting you lose your strength.

Namjoon was helping in this case a lot and you were quite thankful to him. Ken was still in the hospital for further recovery and you along with Jungkook were visiting him time to time when the time permitted you.

Many hospitals, clinics and even small medical stores were being checked in case. Till now a mammoth hospitals were searched but nothing was found, because you didn't had any pictures of your mother. The only information with you was her name which Ken had searched through various files at his home in America before heading here.

'Park Sunghe' was her name. The major problem was that this name was quite common there and hence the ray of light that they used to see while searching her was soon vanished to nothing.

School was as important as knowing your past life, hence there was no way to quit that especially when you had worked so hard for that. Jungkook used to drop you to school and sometimes at the shop as well when he came home early. You really were so glad to find someone like him.

"I'll be alright. If possible then can you please ask Ken about his health because I haven't seen him since 3 days due to loads of homework." You asked Jungkook and he replied with a reassuring nod.

You gave him a quick hug and went inside the shop to continue with your part-time job.

"Sad?" Miss Hana asked.

"Yeah! I haven't visited Ken for 3 days and I'm quite worried.

"It's alright. I know he will be fine. If he can defeat this coma then what is this dizziness and weakness for him! Right!"

You had told her about your condition and how you were brought face to face with the grave fact that your mother isn't the one with whom you spent your life. Miss Hana was kind and friendly despite being quite older than you and hence you used to share your feelings with her.

"That was your boyfriend?" She asked hesitatingly.

"Aa..yes! He is!"

"I must say, he is so handsome!" She said and you blushed with shyness.

"I know! Sometimes I ponder that how did he fall for a girl like me."

"Why? You are everything that a girl must be; beautiful, pretty, caring, kind, friendly, dreamer and what not!"

"Are you exaggerating Miss Hana! I don't think that I fit into all these qualities."

"Haha Y/N! You do. By the way, what is that dashing guy's name?"

"Jungkook"

"Even the name is sexy!" That was when you worn your apron and went to greet customers avoiding Miss Hana for the rest of the time.

Soon the closing time was approaching and you started to clean the empty tables.

"Today was an amazing day. We had a lot of customers." You told her.

"No doubt. Well, when are you going to introduce me to your boyfriend?"

You turned red and replied with a 'Soon'.

|At Mansion|

"What is wrong with her?" You mumbled to yourself while calling Rose.

"What happened?" Jungkook entered your room and asked you.

"Rose isn't attending my calls, mails or even messages." You told him, your voice full on anxiety and anger.

"Might be busy!" He said back hugging you.

"Since a week? I mean I understand if she is busy but a message won't harm her. Plus she isn't the one to ignore, she has never done that and I feel something wrong Jungkook."

He didn't say anything probably because he didn't have any idea. Instead he kept stroking your arms while his were cris-crossed. Though you were worried but his warmth gave you relaxation.

"I'm worried kookie!"

"Even I am! But I'm with you, and i won't let you face anything alone and we will together make everything fine."

"I trust you"

"I'll find your mother soon." He said and gave you a quick peck on your lips before going to bed.

|At Hospital|

"You are healing quickly. I'm very proud." The nurse told Ken.

"Thanks to you ajumma! You were here all the time for me. I guess I owe my life to you."

"I'm flattered Kid!" She laughed.

"Your family must be really happy and fortunate to have you as a member." Ken spoke without realising that he touched the weak nerve.

"I don't have one though."

"I..I'm r..really sorry. I didn't mean..know this."

"It's okay! Don't need to be sorry. It's not your fault." She said with a sad expression as if tears were about to fall.

"People say that sharing your inner this with strangers is good because they can't judge you." Ken told her with the hope that the ajumma will open up to him if she wants to.

"Well it's ironic. I have yet don't have a family." She spoke and Ken was left confused, "I know you didn't get it but it's fine kid!"

"If you want to tell me then it's fine ajumma. You can think of me as your son and tell me. But still I won't force you."

"Oh I'm so pleased by your words. You are really kind. It's just that at some point in my life I had to choose between me and my child and I choose that child." She said and tears began rolling down her eyes. Upon seeing this, Ken instantly hugged the ajumma with care and compassion, trying to cakm her down.

"I'm sorry ajumma. Don't force yourself."

"I really never told my thoughts to anyone because I had no one. But when I'm telling you this, I feel like telling more and ending this huge saga of pain that I've been carrying this whole life. Though it won't ever end I guess but at least someone could be there to share." She continued saying this while sobbing in between.

"Ajumma, you know that I'm still here for some more time. You can come to me anytime you want to share something. I'm really good at listening." Ken told her and she patted his head while saying bless you.

"Well do you know when my sister or her friends are comming to visit me?" Ken asked suspiciously.

"Ahh! They have taken appointment for tomorrow evening. I forgot to tell you amidst this rant of mine."

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Helllloooo 💜💜

So I really don't know whether Park Sunghe is a common name or not but. I just made it up and it's a fiction though so it's all clear I guess😅😅

Also, what are your thoughts? What do you think about her mother or anything.

Feel free to comment and vote if you liked it😊