Hopeless Playboy

chapter 24

I did everything to get rid Sky. I cut all the possible communication that can Sky used to communicate with me. I kind of harsh to him despite of all the things he that did to me but I think this is the best thing that I can do to repay him for everything.

Kaylee is right I am the toxic that will slowly kill Sky. Dapat nga masaya ako diba? Isang Sky Buenavista? Head over heels in love with me? It is a thing that someone should be proud of. Pero hindi ako.

"Charlotte!"

Sa pitong araw na meron sa isang linggo walang palya siyang pumupunta dito sa bahay para kausapin ako pero hindi ko siya nilalabas.

I forbid the household to get him in kaya nasa labas lang siya ng bahay and I have no plans to talk with him. I don't wanna see him. Baka pag nakita ko siya ako mismo ang sumira sa plano ko.

He will get tired. Titigil din siya. We are still young. Marami pang mangyayari sa buhay namin. Kung hindi man ako ang babaeng para sa kanya naniniwala ako na meron diyan na mas deserve niya. Better than me.

"Ma'am Charlotte nandiyan po ulit si sir Sky."

I heaved a sighed bago bumaba ng kama. It's been three damn weeks but he's still here seriously? what is with this man? He is so persistent.

Habang naglalakad ako papunta sa gate ay hindi ako makahinga ng maayos. My heartbeat triple than its normal beat to the point that I can't breath properly.

My knees turns into jellies and my vission got blurd for a moment, I have to stop first until my vission becomes clear again. Pinunasan ang namumuong mga luha.

"Charlotte..."

I look at him with the coldest stare that I can manage. I put my forearms under my chest and faced him. He looked so please to see me yet I can sense anger in his eyes and for a second or two its softened.

"Why are you doing this?" Tanong niya.

His jaw clenched. I am expecting him to shout at me. I can see in his eyes the hatred but his voice is pleading and very soft. How can he be so gentle to me even I am causing him pains? To conscience me? God Sky, don't make it hard for the both of us!

"What do you mean?" Kunwari ay wala akong alam.

He dampened his lips and tightened his jaw. He is suppressing his anger. He didn't satisfied to my answer. Hindi ko maiwasang purihin siya. Kahit galit siya hindi nababawasan ang kagwapuhan niya.

Those beautiful like hazelnut eyes that can express a strange things that's make feel lost and tremble whenever I am looking on it. His broad eyebrows that looks him more manly. Thick eyebrows. Thin and pink lips that's make him more sexually attractive. His fair rosy cheeks na hindi nakakakilala ng pimples. And his strong jaw that speak toughness. Tuluyan na talaga akong nahulog sa kanya.

"Don't play a damn game Charlotte."

Nangungusap ang mata niya. May pagsuko sa mga kinikilos niya. He looks so frustrated that he can't properly know what should he do.

Nasasaktan akong makita siyang ganyan kahina. He is a man of full authority and power. But now he's now giving in. Powerless and weak.

"I didn't Sky," matapang kong sinalubong ang mga mata niya.

I am not giving him any emotion. I tried as hard as I can to give him a blank expression cause emotion might lead him a chance to pursue. Napakahirap palang umarte ng walang kang nararamdaman lalo na kung parang kulang na lang sumigaw ka sa dami ng emosyon na nagtatago sa dibdib mo.

"So what is this means," he laugh with sarcasm.

His eyes never leaves mine. He's a good damn man. Very persistant and do really good job in their company. I don't wanna be the reason of his down fall. I am the toxic that going to kill you Sky. At ayokong maging dahilan ng pagkawala ng lahat sayo.